I've got something I need to share.
I had to learn that it is okay to ask for help. It is okay
to share our troubles honestly if we are looking for
positive feed back to guide us in the right direction
in solving lifes struggles.
There are many including myself who have been afraid
to open up with what is holding us back from achieving
the promises that come with remaining sober.
Without airing our dirty laundry here or there, dont hesitate
to ask for suggestion to help solve situations in your life that
seem difficult to solve.
Remember, many of us have either been there, done those
same similar things some time along our journey in life. With
a program of recovery learned and incorporated in our daily
lives, we dont have to repeat those things we did when under
the influence of alcohol or drugs.
Care, understanding and support sent your way.
to share our troubles honestly if we are looking for
positive feed back to guide us in the right direction
in solving lifes struggles.
There are many including myself who have been afraid
to open up with what is holding us back from achieving
the promises that come with remaining sober.
Without airing our dirty laundry here or there, dont hesitate
to ask for suggestion to help solve situations in your life that
seem difficult to solve.
Remember, many of us have either been there, done those
same similar things some time along our journey in life. With
a program of recovery learned and incorporated in our daily
lives, we dont have to repeat those things we did when under
the influence of alcohol or drugs.
Care, understanding and support sent your way.
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Tap, I'm glad you're fine. I didn't read your post because it was erased when I logged on. But when you wrote the post, you entitled it "I've got something I need to share". And that rung a mental bell for me, because it was only by sharing on SR (my relapse, hopelessness, and drinking spiral) that I read replies, that ignited a flame of hope within me.
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Sorry Tatsy and Anna, it was just a joke. The idea being that people see the headline "something I must share," and then they look and there's nothing there. Just like when posting on here, I tend to misjudge things in life. If it's any interest/explanation, I was/am fairly drunk.
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Ah I see. Apology accepted by me. There must be a part of you, Tap, that wants to stop drinking, because I don't believe you post on SR just to make jokes. I think you might want to explore the possibility of a sober-life. And if you do, my experience is, it's doable, and preferable.
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I love that Tatsy, "Ah I see," to a man who thinks he's being funny. Imagine my shame in real life. Sorry again and yes I have to stop drinking forever rather than in segments.
Steely, thanks, and if you happen to be joking then I deserve it.
Steely, thanks, and if you happen to be joking then I deserve it.
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My AV used shame against me as it's favourite stick, pushing me back into drinking. It liked worry, regret, envy, resentments, anger, too. It had a particular liking for calling me a lonely, hopeless loser. But shame, that was brutal. I had to ditch shame.
Have you read Brene Brown on the the issue of shame? Brene drank for years, she has a TED Talk on YouTube.
Have you read Brene Brown on the the issue of shame? Brene drank for years, she has a TED Talk on YouTube.
I was going to write more but my internets a bit spotty.
It was really hard for me to learn to open up - really hard - I was King Cynic - not only did I mistrust people, and not only was I really proud - but, at the same time, I thought if I opened up people might see the real me, and hate me.
I often think the alcoholics mirror is like something from Ray Bradbury or Stephen King - its the opposite of a Dorian Gray.
We see ourselves in such a bad light we wonder how anyone else can stand to look at us, let alone converse with us.
Opening up,scary though it is, helped me see the falsity of that mirror.
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It was really hard for me to learn to open up - really hard - I was King Cynic - not only did I mistrust people, and not only was I really proud - but, at the same time, I thought if I opened up people might see the real me, and hate me.
I often think the alcoholics mirror is like something from Ray Bradbury or Stephen King - its the opposite of a Dorian Gray.
We see ourselves in such a bad light we wonder how anyone else can stand to look at us, let alone converse with us.
Opening up,scary though it is, helped me see the falsity of that mirror.
D
Sorry Tatsy and Anna, it was just a joke. The idea being that people see the headline "something I must share," and then they look and there's nothing there. Just like when posting on here, I tend to misjudge things in life. If it's any interest/explanation, I was/am fairly drunk.
We're here for you, dude.
I'm glad you thought to post here even though you are actively drinking - that's progress.
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