Sober45

I stopped drinking right before my daughters 18th birthday. I'm sober almost 6 months. I tried so many times before this but I wasn't taking enough control over my thinking. It wasn't until I became 100% active in pursuing sobriety every single waking moment that I could do this. I have my ups and downs like everyone but the way I've been feeling lately is absolutely amazing. I forgot that it's possible to enjoy life for what it is. I didn't feel like that in the beginning though, it takes time.

My daughter has mental health issues now and It's all on me. Due to neglect. Oh if I could just turn back the clock and make her 6 again. It really does haunt me.

I don't want to scare you but whatever damage you think you're doing to your son, you can times that by 10 because until you are truly sober, you don't have full clarity.

Do it now!!!