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04-19-2020, 03:02 AM

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eve123

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Need help

Can’t believe I’m doing this at this time with all the nightmare with covid . I hate myself

04-19-2020, 03:07 AM

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JustTony

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Location: UK

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It’s an addiction that seems to find no reason working the afflicted. Don’t hate yourself - hate the substance. Keep posting - we’re here for you.

04-19-2020, 03:19 AM

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D122y

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Join Date: Jul 2015

Location: Soberville, USA

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You just posted a few minutes ago. Great job on that.

I would stop drinking immediately, poor the rest out, and eat whatever favorite food I could find.

The less I drank the less the recovery. Plus, any clean time adds up and up.

Clock resets can kill. Clean time is clean time.

I'd look at this like part of my taper off.

Thanks.

04-19-2020, 03:27 AM

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Dee74

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Hi Eve

maybe now is a good time to reconsider AA? you don't have to even leave the house to do that right now?

04-19-2020, 03:56 AM

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shakeel

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Join Date: Jun 2011

Location: casablanca

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Someone told me once, start by forgiving yourself. As mentioned above, so many online meetings right now (AA, SMART, life ring...). If you need to talk to someone, just join any of those meetings.

04-19-2020, 04:06 AM

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eve123

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Just been sick wine gone down sink. Can’t call nobody from aa feel to much a faliure been trying for over 6 yrs. get better do it again. Feel so helpless what is the point I can’t even take life seriously in a pandemic !!! What the heck. My brain starts thinking too much then I drink simple as and I’m a negative person and I hate my head and myself feel sick sick sick

04-19-2020, 04:15 AM

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Dee74

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Maybe its best to get some rest right now Eve - stop beating yourself up, maybe sit in on an online meeting today... you'll feel better for it.

D

04-19-2020, 04:36 AM

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eve123

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Will have to try get zoom then as everybody expects me to be able to do that like it’s easy or something

04-19-2020, 04:44 AM

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Dee74

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Noones saying you have to do anything you see suggested here - do you have any other ideas Eve?

I haven't used Zoom but I'm sure others can talk you though it here