Day 13! Still going!
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Day 13! Still going!
Missed a check in or 2! I am on day 13...been going pretty well.... Working out daily, super preductive, etc love waking up with no hangover.
I got a sponsor but havnt met up with her yet to start working the steps.... I need to call her today so we can plan it.
I am in a weird head space i probably should make a meeting asap. The stress of this apartment i found is getting to me. The lady is dangling it like a carrot wont tell me if its mine or not and the friend i am living with is getting very passive agressive and i feel she wants us out soon. I really dont have physical cravings but its more habits like oh im happy maybe i could celebrate, or i am bored this is where i usually drink, or stressed etc... In a way i just feel like i dont drink now, its not an option but i have had moments of reminising or even imagining me in my new apartment having celebratory drinks, etc or wondering can i really do this forever (because im planning a trip to the carribean in march) and i have thoughts on how realistic the sobriety is to have fun in another country etc. They are only thoughts but i know thoughts can turn to action....
I am not drinking today though, that i have made up my mind....
I plan to keep pushing and make the afternoon meeting...
Thanks for listening!
I got a sponsor but havnt met up with her yet to start working the steps.... I need to call her today so we can plan it.
I am in a weird head space i probably should make a meeting asap. The stress of this apartment i found is getting to me. The lady is dangling it like a carrot wont tell me if its mine or not and the friend i am living with is getting very passive agressive and i feel she wants us out soon. I really dont have physical cravings but its more habits like oh im happy maybe i could celebrate, or i am bored this is where i usually drink, or stressed etc... In a way i just feel like i dont drink now, its not an option but i have had moments of reminising or even imagining me in my new apartment having celebratory drinks, etc or wondering can i really do this forever (because im planning a trip to the carribean in march) and i have thoughts on how realistic the sobriety is to have fun in another country etc. They are only thoughts but i know thoughts can turn to action....
I am not drinking today though, that i have made up my mind....
I plan to keep pushing and make the afternoon meeting...
Thanks for listening!
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