Whiskey down the sink
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Whiskey down the sink
Had a bit too much last night through boredom more than anything else.
awoke up this morning and poured the remaining whiskey (Glenfiddich 15 year old) down the sink along with a can of Stella and 1 unfinished bottle of guiness.
Have 1 bottle of guiness left, I will drink that and commence the big quit.
awoke up this morning and poured the remaining whiskey (Glenfiddich 15 year old) down the sink along with a can of Stella and 1 unfinished bottle of guiness.
Have 1 bottle of guiness left, I will drink that and commence the big quit.
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How did it feel to dump that down the sink?
My lastday/firstday I dumped some cheap whiskey down the sink. I saved one drink too because I thought I needed a goodbye drink. In retrospect, I didn't need it.
My lastday/firstday I dumped some cheap whiskey down the sink. I saved one drink too because I thought I needed a goodbye drink. In retrospect, I didn't need it.
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I feel confused and lower than dirt today.
Dont know what to do about it, but I have no desire to swill any poison. It wont help.
Guess Im going to just feel down today, but at least Im not making it worse.
Sooner or later youre going to have to kick alcohol to the curb or it will consume you.
Might as well make it sooner.
Its NEVER EVER going to leave you satisfied and happy.
Dont know what to do about it, but I have no desire to swill any poison. It wont help.
Guess Im going to just feel down today, but at least Im not making it worse.
Sooner or later youre going to have to kick alcohol to the curb or it will consume you.
Might as well make it sooner.
Its NEVER EVER going to leave you satisfied and happy.
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'I now want to be sober more than I want to drink. I am desperate to finally call an end to this relapse!'
I had assumed when you wrote the above, you had decided to quit. From now on, I hope your posts will be a diary of your recovery, rather than a diary of your drinking activity.
I had assumed when you wrote the above, you had decided to quit. From now on, I hope your posts will be a diary of your recovery, rather than a diary of your drinking activity.
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Originally Posted by Stable 
Had a bit too much last night through boredom more than anything else.
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Reading this post about drinking because I thought I was bored made me crave a bit.
It was like a wave. I just took a big sip of my fizzy diet soda and the crave is gone again. Yay!
When I quit I was still getting the euphoric buzz.
But, my hell was ever increasing paranoid feelings and spatial disorienting feelings lasting and escalating until I medicated it with booze. I was in a death spiral.
So, now I have PTSD from that. I seem to use the PTSD to stay clean.
So, I am sort of lucky to have the mental scars to remind me.
Thanks.
It was like a wave. I just took a big sip of my fizzy diet soda and the crave is gone again. Yay!
When I quit I was still getting the euphoric buzz.
But, my hell was ever increasing paranoid feelings and spatial disorienting feelings lasting and escalating until I medicated it with booze. I was in a death spiral.
So, now I have PTSD from that. I seem to use the PTSD to stay clean.
So, I am sort of lucky to have the mental scars to remind me.
Thanks.
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