I thought I could control it iv just lost the plot Again I can’t cope please help me
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Hi eve. I'm sorry you had this painful experience. I did it too - but it served to make me even more determined. I experimented with controlled drinking - I failed horribly and ended up worse off than ever. After my last time trying to moderate I was ready to regain my sobriety and begin a new life. I was finally convinced that alcohol could never be part of it. Sometimes it takes us a few tries. You came back - you are ready to get free of it and get healthy - we know you can!
Sick n tired
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Join Date: Jan 2017
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Just had soooo many day ones it’s shocking thinking back over the years. Feel angry today with myself and foolish.yes I do want to be sober more than drunk iv had as much as I can I’m done your right least no place for that awful stuff in my life it’s caused me nothing but hurt
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Join Date: Jun 2016
Location: Adelaide, Australia
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Alcoholism sucks- big time
You however- do not. You are valued and you are not alone.
My support and prayers to you.
As Dee said- It does get better. I think of my recovery in terms of investing the same ampunt of time daily to recovery- as I used to in the whole ritual of drinking (the space, getting the booze, hiding it, rubbish- the next day...).
You however- do not. You are valued and you are not alone.
My support and prayers to you.
As Dee said- It does get better. I think of my recovery in terms of investing the same ampunt of time daily to recovery- as I used to in the whole ritual of drinking (the space, getting the booze, hiding it, rubbish- the next day...).
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