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I’m so sorry you went through this, tinkerbeau; I can’t imagine anything more upsetting. But on a positive note, you never have to go through that again. It’s all down to the choices you make from this point forward.
Maybe it’s a good idea to just be single for a while? Relationships bring a lot of drama that you don’t need. Take care of yourself; you deserve to be happy.
Maybe it’s a good idea to just be single for a while? Relationships bring a lot of drama that you don’t need. Take care of yourself; you deserve to be happy.
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Yeah we will be, I've been to my grandma and had a good talk with her about everything and been completely honest that i can never drink again.
going to go back into work tomorrow but im so ashamed my bosses came to my house and saw state of me and really worried i will get fired
going to go back into work tomorrow but im so ashamed my bosses came to my house and saw state of me and really worried i will get fired
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i had got back in touch with an old boyfriend to apologise for treating him badly. He told me it was fine and we went out twice but then he just told me he wanted to be single and ot just broke me as i was so happy to have him back in my life and everything spiralled out of control[/QUOTE]
i feel so angry at myself now for letting this person get to me so much, i really don't know why it did, maybe the way he did it coldly by text at 8am in the morning when i was going into work or the day he did it was day my ex left 7 years ago. I just cant for life of me know understand why it caused me to completely breakdown. The only other thing i wonder now is i just started taking a new pill and thought it wasn't affecting me right, i was paranoid and snappy and felt down and have since found out ppl are trying to ban it as it causes such a low mood. I know drinking was my fault and that caused the follow on mess but i just can't understand why i reacted so badly in first place.
sorry for the long ramble i just neededto get it out
i feel so angry at myself now for letting this person get to me so much, i really don't know why it did, maybe the way he did it coldly by text at 8am in the morning when i was going into work or the day he did it was day my ex left 7 years ago. I just cant for life of me know understand why it caused me to completely breakdown. The only other thing i wonder now is i just started taking a new pill and thought it wasn't affecting me right, i was paranoid and snappy and felt down and have since found out ppl are trying to ban it as it causes such a low mood. I know drinking was my fault and that caused the follow on mess but i just can't understand why i reacted so badly in first place.
sorry for the long ramble i just neededto get it out
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Maybe the new med was a factor, maybe not Tink.
sometimes the thing that breaks us is something little, something that on another day we'd brush off.
You obviously had high hopes for this reconnection - maybe, like I used to for years, you leapt forward into the future a little too far in your imagination?
Having our daydreams shattered can be very painful.
What I did was put the dating on ice for a while, and get to know myself again.
Get to know and love yourself again first.
D
sometimes the thing that breaks us is something little, something that on another day we'd brush off.
You obviously had high hopes for this reconnection - maybe, like I used to for years, you leapt forward into the future a little too far in your imagination?
Having our daydreams shattered can be very painful.
What I did was put the dating on ice for a while, and get to know myself again.
Get to know and love yourself again first.
D
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