Crossroads
 

I know this is it now, i either wake up tomorrow and continue like this miserable and depressed or i wake up tomorrow and change my life

I vote for changing your life. You'll have tons of support here. :)

Hi Tinkerbeau. That's just how I felt the night before I quit poisoning myself for good. It was over 11 yrs. ago. We all understand that feeling - and we know you can get your life back & flourish.

Go for the change Tink - a drinking life is miserable.

D

Maybe join the November class

I hope you decide to get sober for good. :hug:

Go for it, Tinkerbeau!

You will never regret sobriety or your choice to "live".

Your all right of course im not happy, day one of the rest of my life, not even just about not drinking anymore though that is priority but changing my life completely.

great day for a day one Tink :)

D

Nothing to it but to do it my friend. Starting now. Dont let the sauce be your boss. ✌

Good to see you back Tinkerbeau.

X x

You suffered long enough, choose life. We'll help as much as we can.

All I can do is speak for myself...

While drinking
-Was my drinking life miserable? Yep.
-Was I married at one point? Yep.
-Did I remember if I called, texted or emailed someone while I was drinking? Nope.
-Did I **** anyone off while I was drinking? See above, don't remember.
-Did I spend my money to essentially end my life sooner? Yep.
-Did my body parts start doing things that I wouldn't want to talk about? Yep.
-Did I think I could drive? Yep and paid for it.
Etc...

While Not drinking
-Life is good right now. It's not perfect everyday but a hell of a lot better.
-Still not married but get along great with the ex who put up with a lot of **** while I was drinking.
-Now I can remember my communications from the night before.
-Did I **** someone off last night? Maybe, and I will remember it.
-Did I spend my money to essentially end my life sooner? Not anymore.
-It's amazing how the body changes when there isn't and booze involved.
-Now I can drive anytime during the day or night and not worry about it.
Etc...

In a nut shell, life is so much effing better without the booze for me at least.

Ditto everyone else and love what you said for day one, Tink!! You can do this.

How has today been, Tink? Thinking of you.

I hope you're doing well today, Tink!

Hows it going Tink?

I am rooting for you! You deserve the best that life has to offer you.
Drinking robs you of that

Day 2, thanks for all your lovely supportive messages, I'm feeling stronger and happier already, determined to give myself a good life