I wish that getting through one day sober means I am good to go.
That is not the deal at all. I feel like new or old experiences are triggers.
I must have the foundation that I am a non drinker. I get the chance to continue my life clean.
The few minutes or hours I experience when I am drunk are not worth the mind altering recovery.
Booze is poison. Amen. Thanks God I am clean.
When I crave I think of the next day after effects:
high blood pressure, sleep issues, strength loss, immune system compromise (sick).
BpSSS. My mantra.
Studied "alcohol kindling" and "alcohol PAWS."
Last intoxication: 8 May 15.