BrokeHeart

I return to this Site whenever life gets too much due to the Alcoholics in it.

This time, it's not my mother, as I ran away from her 7 years ago, but seem to be attracted to closet Alcoholics. They can be great for months, years even and pretend to be a good friend, then sh*t hits the fan and I am left to suffer, while they move on with their lives and carry on their drinking and denial.

Years ago, I was ready to give up and end it all, but now I have learnt I am not the bad person, causing issues, the Alcoholics in my life are the one's with the issues and only they can fix themselves.
Only I can fix my issues, with time, patience and understanding. After years of abuse and being used, I know it will take a long time to get back to being half normal.

Houstin

Dee74

I'm sorry for what brings you back here BrokeHeart but as you know there's a lot of support and understanding here

welcome back

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Lucinda2

Sorry to hear you are having a tough time BrokeHeart.

It sounds like you have good insight and will already know how to use the tools on this forum.

I look forward to journeying with you.