nez

I have an 8oz glass on the table and it has 4oz of water in it. I am interested in bringing the water level up to the 6oz mark. If I put my best efforts in to it, I can find a way to accomplish my goal. If instead I keep looking at all the ways my efforts will be thwarted, I will wind up with a glass on the the table with still only 4oz of water in it.

WaterOx

Motivation? Haha! That's a good one. Your AV has a real sense of humor.

I always get more done on even my laziest day sober when compared to days when I drink.

KissMyTiara

I'm really confused about your woe is me posts. You say you make $45K a year. Nothing wrong with that! And you don't support a family, you say you live with your father. No reason you can't get to an AA meeting because it cost too much. Or to buy a new pair of boots or have the soles repaired. Get out there and start putting out resumes. A hundred of them. Online and make cold calls. You say you are a loser and can't get a job because you are stuck in that mentality. Get busy LIVING!

Dee74

You were really fired up abpout aa not so long ago - it would be a shame to let that slide over money fears.

Can you maybe car pool with someone from your meeting? contribute a little to fuel when you can?

D

ColoradoRocky

I'm on Day 10,954 and I started out the day pretty darn tired, very cranky, and I didn't want to talk to anybody. I'm not kidding. No big deal, though; I have flexible plans for turning days like this around.