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Old 08-28-2019, 12:40 PM
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Good morning I rest assure alot of your problems will fade away the more sober time you get. I mean yes things are going to come up. But your problem solving will be much better if you got a clear mind feel me. Be strong my friend you can do this. There is light at the end of the tunnel. ✌
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Old 08-28-2019, 12:51 PM
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It’s good that you’re going to be able to speak with the public defender before your case is heard. Hopefully that dispels some of your fears. Do you have anyone to accompany you to the hearing? A friend or neighbor perhaps?
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Old 08-28-2019, 12:54 PM
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No. I know no one here.

Ive told the neighbors basically to get lost. They all gave problems abd want to hang out and drink abd smoke pot

Seems Im a doormat if Im sober, and a lunatic nasty b*tch if Ive been drinking.

I stuff anger and rage.

I loved nt family but could not express it unless I had a few.
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Old 08-28-2019, 12:57 PM
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Originally Posted by ShiftHappens View Post
No. I know no one here.

Ive told the neighbors basically to get lost. They all gave problems abd want to hang out and drink abd smoke pot

Seems Im a doormat if Im sober, abd a lunatic nasty b*tch if Ive been drinking.

I stuff anger and rage.

I loved nmy family but could not express it unless I had a few.

I wouldnt even realize I was slurring my words.

I felt more normal after drinking
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Old 08-28-2019, 01:03 PM
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I CAN drink I just must choose not to.

Nine months I made it.

Did everything right.

Took meds.

Then something turned me into self destrucy AGAIN.
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Old 08-28-2019, 02:08 PM
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Originally Posted by ShiftHappens View Post
No. I know no one here.

Ive told the neighbors basically to get lost. They all gave problems abd want to hang out and drink abd smoke pot

Seems Im a doormat if Im sober, and a lunatic nasty b*tch if Ive been drinking.

I stuff anger and rage.

I loved nt family but could not express it unless I had a few.
Sorry to hear that. It must be difficult not having any F2F people around. At least you have connection through these forums.
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