Pressmetilihurt

What's the point of picking up? It doesn't do what I hope. I keep hoping I will feel light, free, jovial, content. It doesn't do that anymore. Did it ever? Now I only feel ashamed, numb but not numb enough. And the dark voices of hopelessness. Just me giving in to the machine of addiction.

I hope I never give into it again. I'm sick of having to around it. I need to fight this. I'm so passive about the constant exposure to alcohol. I need to get angry. Anyway. Day 3. Im counting this time.

LiveLikeGold6

Great job on day 3! This is a process but so worthwhile as you know!!

Dee74

I believe in you Press

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theVman31

I believe in ya too.
Likewise it took me a while to believe in myself.
V.

CaliButterfly

You couldn't have said it better, Press. It's how I felt most of the time. Those feelings are still pretty strong since it's only day 4 (again) for me, but I know they will fade with time like a really bad dream that I never want to relive. I'll think of your words when I start feeling weak. Stay strong too.

SoberRican

Hey it's progress you're doing good keep up the good work one day at a time you know the alternative and that's chaos

Hawkeye13

Great job just sitting with the discomfort. That's the beginning of deep and lasting change if you can stay with it.

Life is Life--if you let go expectations, you won't be disappointed.