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07-02-2019, 02:19 PM

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Caprice6

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I am mortified

and I'm sorry, it's my first day sober but I'm shaking so much I can hardly type.
Just letting you know I'm alive but not well.
Tomorrow I gotta go get my health card, drivers license and debit cards replaced cuz I lost my wallet. That is a real bitch.

Hope you're all doing better than I am.

07-02-2019, 02:33 PM

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january161992

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praying for you!

it will get better!

07-02-2019, 02:35 PM

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Canuck76

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I am on day 3 Caprice and still shaky. Hang in there

07-02-2019, 02:47 PM

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Hawkeye13

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07-02-2019, 02:53 PM

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KTB5000

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It'll be rough at first, but you will get through this..

Everyone's here for you Caprice...

07-02-2019, 02:53 PM

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Dee74

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I'm really glad you made it back Caprice.

It might sound like a corny cliche but you really don't have to feel this way again - honestly.

Rest up - hope you feel better soon

07-02-2019, 04:32 PM

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Clarity51

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Hi, Caprice. Im so sorry you're going thru this! I had a 2 day bender after 3 months sober and its really an awful feeling. Just pick up the pieces as best you can and then try again.

07-02-2019, 04:33 PM

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Anna

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Caprice, I'm really glad to see you back here. It will be a pain doing all the bureaucratic stuff tomorrow, but you can get through it.

07-02-2019, 04:41 PM

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Santi27

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Hi Caprice, really happy to see you posting again. Hope all the admin stuff goes well. I know what a pain it can be. Take care.

07-02-2019, 04:46 PM

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FreeOwl

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Boy do I remember those kinds of days.

im glad you’re OK

07-02-2019, 04:53 PM

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Verdantia

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I am so glad you're back, Caprice. Good luck with all the bureaucratic stuff. Just don't drink and everything will sort itself out.

07-02-2019, 04:57 PM

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thomas11

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Do you need medical attention? The cards can wait.

07-02-2019, 05:59 PM

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Newbeginning421

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Glad you are back! Was worried about you. You will get through this and I know it is annoying as hell to replace ID and cards not sure how many times I have lost my wallet when drunk. All the best!

07-02-2019, 07:59 PM

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bexxed

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Forget about the mortification (if you can) and focus on being well. Sure get the cards replaced but it sounds like the most important thing is rest, hydrate, and a plan to get and stay sober.

Take care of you and glad you made it back.

-b

07-02-2019, 10:02 PM

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Delilah1

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I’m glad you’re back Caprice.

07-02-2019, 11:18 PM

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Pinky1

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Hi Caprice
Glad you're back. Do you need some medical help with the withdrawals? Make sure you look after yourself. I couldn't go cold turkey on my last binge I was shaking and sweating so badly I drank some wine slowly as I was able to help keep the withdrawals down. Not a smart move, I am now 2 months sober. You can do this
Keep posting