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You say you're 36 and 'still doing this to yourself' but you had 'almost a year' of not doing it to yourself. That's proof enough that YOU CAN DO THIS! I hope you're well Gray x |
Originally Posted by WhyNotNowMe
(Post 7191885)
What I have been doing the year was working 14 hours a day. My regular job and uber after work. I think I snatched and want to party. I work on Christmas and new years eve. I should have focus on my self and now I'm here watching tv and drinking. 😢 I admitted both out loud and to myself not all that long ago that I was in fact "lonely".... somewhere in that realization I knew that I was also responsible for that lonelieness. It's soooooo much easier to reach for a bottle than reach for help...for a friend...for a telephone... for a book or magazine....for a newspaper to tell us what's going on in our town. A dear friend told me that years ago "you drink because it's easy". You go and grab a bottle of wine and go home. And I'm a phone call away ya know - my damn kids are grown". There are no answers for what ails us at the bottom of a bottle. There really and truly is not. |
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