been sober before but went back for 10 months. I’ve had enough. I’m done with it. I’m on day 2. Been to 3 meetings, have one tomorrow, living just for today bc I can’t fathom going without alcohol tomorrow. Have to stay in it for just today. Just today.

Thank you all. I just happened to find this page lastnight while looking for a particular quote I head in a meeting. I thought it may be a scam initially. They didn’t seem to want anything but my email so I gave it a try. I’m willing to do anything right now. I’ve finaly gotten the courage to ask someone to be my sponser very early this morning and she has already responded and given me a meeting time. I’m nervous bc I’m not really a people person, but I’ve seen her in the program long enough to know that she will kick my axx if needed.
so anyway, here’s to day 3. I pray to....something (not sure on that one yet) to keep me sober for today, for day 3 to be successful.

Work was horrible and my relief didn’t get there in time for me to make my meeting. I got there the last 10 minutes but even saying a prayer with all of them was helpful. I met with my sponser lastnight and she’s going to have me doing this right. She gave me homework! Wha? So I’m on my way home to break out the books.