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Old 01-28-2019, 02:20 PM
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Day 1 Back to AA

Binged on Sunday after shear boredom. Was not a severe binge and I did make it to work but was full of remorse guilt and anger.

Phonedbtge AA helpline early hours of the morning someone was supposed to call me today but they did not get back to me.

I have been to an A.A. meeting tonight I have just got back from it.

i am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I have decided to vomit to A.A. for 6 months and really try hard to make it work for me.

I wish you all well.
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Old 01-28-2019, 02:41 PM
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I'm not alcoholic, take what you like and leave the rest. When I started letting the 12 step program work me, things changed. Actions. Me showing up in new ways. Service positions. Attending business meetings.

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Old 01-28-2019, 02:43 PM
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i am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I have decided to vomit to A.A. for 6 months and really try hard to make it work for me.
Sorry to hear you are still drinking HC. Going to a meeting today was a good idea, but I think rather than commit to 6 months just worry about today for now. Also start thinking about what you can do instead of drinking when you get bored again...because that will happen sooner rather than later unless you make a concerted effort to manage your time.

Did you get some phone numbers to call when you were there? If not get some so you can call someone when you feel like having a drink. or log on here, there are people online 24/7 that will be happy to talk with you virtually.

Bottom line, though - AA doesn't "work for you". You have to do the work yourself.
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Old 01-28-2019, 02:44 PM
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Definitely find a meeting before a boredom binge next time!
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RARELY have we seen a person fail who has THOROUGHLY followed our path.
it works IF ya work it.
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Old 01-28-2019, 02:49 PM
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Yes I did mean commit but iPhone turned it to vomit.

Yes 2 people gave me their numbers. I’m serious this time very serious.
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I'm glad you're serious about commiting to a method HC. Follow through and you'll be amazed at the changes

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Old 01-28-2019, 03:21 PM
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higher call, getting in the habit of posting here on SR every day would go a long way to your stabilizing and soberizing! pick a time each day, come here, rattle off a line or two, even if it's just, day 3, still sober!!!! and by all means, if you start to get twitchy, come here FIRST.

good job on calling the hotline. sorry, no one got back to you yet. that can seem disappointing. remember tho, you DID use a tool, you DID reach out. that's the point.
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Old 01-28-2019, 03:30 PM
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Yes this time I will listen and learn. Good to know I’m not the only alcoholic on the planet. I will be posting every day.
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Old 01-28-2019, 03:32 PM
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LOL! yeah there are three more alcoholics somewhere.....keep looking, you'll find 'em!
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Old 01-28-2019, 03:51 PM
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Yes this time I will listen and learn. Good to know I’m not the only alcoholic on the planet. I will be posting every day.
I always liked this story

https://www.chickensoup.com/book-sto...me-to-the-gate
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Old 01-28-2019, 05:47 PM
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Yes I did mean commit but iPhone turned it to vomit.

Glad to hear that, I was questioning your sincerity when you said vomit.
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Glad to see you giving it a go HC. The work is hard but the rewards are worth it.

Remember how sick and tired of this cycle you are before you decide to drink. Come here first. Ask for help. Or just post how you're feeling. Just start taking action.

Lots of support here for sure.
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I open your thread knowing "I binged..." will be in the first couple sentences. I say this as someone who was no better at getting sober for a long time as well. But I was also told, and finally listened - post before you drink next time.
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Good job on getting back on the horse. Keep it moving.
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Old 01-29-2019, 12:20 PM
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waiting for your daily post, HC!
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Old 01-29-2019, 01:28 PM
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That's a beautiful story DR, thanks for posting the link. I hope you took the time to read it HC
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