greetings from the nyc metro area
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Join Date: Jan 2019
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Appreciate everyone’s responses.
Quick note
My wife is thrilled that I am accepting a new outlook in our lives.
I don’t have my next steps planned at the moment.
Short term I am evaluating my options & what will be best for us long term.
Quick note
My wife is thrilled that I am accepting a new outlook in our lives.
I don’t have my next steps planned at the moment.
Short term I am evaluating my options & what will be best for us long term.
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Join Date: Dec 2017
Posts: 95
I went to an area out-patient rehab. It helped me out immensely. My group met for 3 hrs each week to support each other in early recovery. They also had random urine screens to keep me accountable..and I needed that in my early recovery. Also, I attend an AA meeting ever week for added support. I was a HOPELESS alcoholic...sobriety rocks! Insurance covered the out patient by the way. It is worth a try, I mean you are worth giving it a go! Best Wishes
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The past week has been challenging at times.
Thursday I was in unpleasant mood after work.
My mind was already establishing plans to drink again.
My wife asked me what was going on as I snapped at her for small irrelevant issues etc.
Told her how I was feeling & I envisioned this path to sobriety being much easier.
Today I attended a SMART meeting. (Have to start somewhere)
I went with an open mind & an understanding that recognizing my problem is a step. My wife was very happy when I text her that I was going. She works Saturdays 2x a month & was at work very early this morning.
Strangely after the meeting I had a strong urge to drink. Not sure if this normal.
I sat in a parking lot a few miles away contemplating what reason or why I amhaving these thoughts after a positive meeting. I even considered getting a six pack & going home. Told myself at least I will be home with my wife later this afternoon if am drinking.
My wife is/has expecting us to share a quiet Saturday night together.
Ultimately I made the decision to head to the local store to get supplies to cook dinner tonight.
6 days into my new life, I am extremely grateful to have found this site to give insight to my struggles & listen for feedback.
I am planning to attend another SMART meeting in the next few days.
Outpatient treatment I am going to start exploring,
Not sure I want to use my employers insurance for it, so I may end of using my prior life’s drinking money to subsidize the cost.
Thursday I was in unpleasant mood after work.
My mind was already establishing plans to drink again.
My wife asked me what was going on as I snapped at her for small irrelevant issues etc.
Told her how I was feeling & I envisioned this path to sobriety being much easier.
Today I attended a SMART meeting. (Have to start somewhere)
I went with an open mind & an understanding that recognizing my problem is a step. My wife was very happy when I text her that I was going. She works Saturdays 2x a month & was at work very early this morning.
Strangely after the meeting I had a strong urge to drink. Not sure if this normal.
I sat in a parking lot a few miles away contemplating what reason or why I amhaving these thoughts after a positive meeting. I even considered getting a six pack & going home. Told myself at least I will be home with my wife later this afternoon if am drinking.
My wife is/has expecting us to share a quiet Saturday night together.
Ultimately I made the decision to head to the local store to get supplies to cook dinner tonight.
6 days into my new life, I am extremely grateful to have found this site to give insight to my struggles & listen for feedback.
I am planning to attend another SMART meeting in the next few days.
Outpatient treatment I am going to start exploring,
Not sure I want to use my employers insurance for it, so I may end of using my prior life’s drinking money to subsidize the cost.
You'll have ups and downs for a while. Ride them out, as they will pass. Stay sober and things will start to get easier. 
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Originally Posted by Canadian Koala 
Bravo WarmRain on reaching ONE MONTH!
You're doing this and give me courage today
You're doing this and give me courage today
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Originally Posted by WarmRain
The best aspect has been waking up each day(no hang over)and feeling healthy & motivated.
I agree completely about the best part feeling! I'm hoping for even more best parts and experiences of sober living!
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Location: Big City
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Originally Posted by WarmRain
The best aspect has been waking up each day(no hang over)and feeling healthy & motivated.
Good work thanks for sharing keep it moving.
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