heading for a relapse
Earth Child
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heading for a relapse
Am heading for a relapse its 6.30 am havent slept since 10 am yesterday
AA alone isnt helping i want weed i just need to get it from somewhere want drink have my credit card can buy drink husband dont know i have it he will be pissed at me for having it he treats me like a child i ******* need help now no number for 24/7 rehab thats free need money to get help
AA alone isnt helping i want weed i just need to get it from somewhere want drink have my credit card can buy drink husband dont know i have it he will be pissed at me for having it he treats me like a child i ******* need help now no number for 24/7 rehab thats free need money to get help
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Hi serenity river - what about hanging around here instead, you could ask for help yourself or maybe help someone else?
Losing a pet is hard- for anyone.
You getting drunk or high is not going to make you feel better - and it won't make things easy with your husband either.
Can you get to a meeting today? or see that pastor who's helped you before?
Honestly, I think the best thing you could do right now is rat yourself out and give the secret card to your husband.
I know the level of care might be hard to take sometimes, but I really think he has your best interests at heart?
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Losing a pet is hard- for anyone.
You getting drunk or high is not going to make you feel better - and it won't make things easy with your husband either.
Can you get to a meeting today? or see that pastor who's helped you before?
Honestly, I think the best thing you could do right now is rat yourself out and give the secret card to your husband.
I know the level of care might be hard to take sometimes, but I really think he has your best interests at heart?
D
Last edited by Dee74; 12-28-2018 at 11:08 PM.
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Hang on there serenityriver.
Early morning I used to crave lots too.
Can you busy yourself? Take a shower, stay on sr,play a game on your phone , meditation etc.
Having the card to buy booze will put you in a load of s##t and would be another satisfying victory for your beast within.
The cravings will pass. They always do.
Having a drink won't help anything or anyone.
Stay strong, best to you.
Early morning I used to crave lots too.
Can you busy yourself? Take a shower, stay on sr,play a game on your phone , meditation etc.
Having the card to buy booze will put you in a load of s##t and would be another satisfying victory for your beast within.
The cravings will pass. They always do.
Having a drink won't help anything or anyone.
Stay strong, best to you.
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