i hate Christmas
 

boxing day i had to get my cat put down because he had something wrong with his brain he was trying to walk but kept falling over there was nothing we could do he gone i myself feel **** to the point i wanted weed and drink but my husband has been with me most of the time and i have no money not been to a meeting yet going to one tonight just feel **** my other cat ninja is ok he seems ok just keeping an eye on him just incase he gets depressed without tigger

I really hope everything works out for you. John

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I'm sorry for the loss of your cat. :( Sending hugs to you. :hug:

Thinking of you. Sorry you are suffering.

Coming here to SR instead of drinking or
using will insure you a better chance at a
successful recovery and sobriety.

I, like quite a few of our SR members have
gone thru the process of losing a furry family
member and came here to share and receive
some good needed emotional support and
healing.

As many will say, it takes time and it will,
but as each day that passes and you continue
on your recovery journey, there will be many
amazing miracles that will be blessed upon
you.

Strength, experience, and hope which will
help you when other life situations come your
way you will intuitively know how to handle
them without numbing or slowly killing yourself
with poisonous and toxic substances.

We are here for you with love, care and
understanding.

:grouphug:

I'm so sorry that you lost Tigger, Serenity. Our pets mean so much to us. I hope you have wonderful memories of him. :)

RIP Tigger

As Anna says, you will always have your memories of him.

I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry Serenityriver but I think you did the right thing by tigger - it's incredibly hard to let them go but we can't let our animals suffer.

:grouphug:

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