30 days I pick up my 30 day chip tomorrow in aa. I attended my first meeting 29 days ago. I had my mom drop me off, I was so so desperate, and also physically couldn’t drive. I was shaking so bad in the meeting I couldn’t sign my name to the phone list. I was also dripping sweat, and could barely walk up the stairs to get into the meeting room. Two nights before I had decided for the ten millionth time that I needed to kill myself and finally be at peace, and take away the misery I was causing my family. I write this out only to remind myself how I feel now, compared to that day. Things are far from perfect. But I am not shaking, I am not sweaty, i am not throwing up, I’m not hung over, and best of all I haven’t once contemplated killing myself since I put down the drink 29 days ago. |
Congrats on 30 days Kiki :) D |
Brilliant news well done to you xxxc |
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Thank you for that sobriety affirming post! And congrats on 30 days. Wonderful! |
Congrats on 30 days, Kiki!!! Great job. |
Kiki!!! Congratulations on 30 days!!! Keep coming back and posting with us! And pick up that 30 day chip and majorly pat yourself on the back. It is a true achievement and gift. :) You can do this. |
Thanks everyone. Today was good. I picked up my chip at my meeting this morning. I didn’t realize how emotional I would be. It feels so good to be in a room of people rooting for you. And thank you all for rooting for me too. |
Awesome, congrats. Keep logging the sober time, push through when it's tough, enjoy it when it's good - it keeps getting better. |
Congrats on the first of many sober months! :hug: |
30 days - how fabulous, kiki. :) Things will continue to get better. You are free. |
Awesome job on 30 days! You're doing great. :) |
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