Justin (just realised this from an old situation but thought I’d share anyway as it helps me and hopefully others!) so many of us have suffered these horrendous situations caused by booze. I got black out drunk and slept with one of my colleagues then convinced myself I’d given him an STI and told him that. I hadn’t, and had completely invented it. I was going crazy. Believing my self-pitying lies so I could keep drinking and using it a selfish excuse to carry on behaving so badly. We’ve all been there. And it does blow over. I was sober for four months, then had two relapses. I’ve now been sober 13 days so very early. But already I have people at work telling me how good I look and how much sharper I seem to be in meetings. It’s a better life. Every time I start to even think about drinking (which is still daily!) I come here and read people’s stories and feelings. It’s a huge help for me.