Kid50 | 10-01-2018 02:40 AM | Day 66 Slowly getting there. Time seems to have slowed down a tad and every day has a Groundhog Day feel about it. Have been reading a lot more then posting as of late. Don t really have a whole lot to say. I think the biggest and most important thing that I've had to face up to in last 2 months is That 'if' I was to return to drinking they will be no difference , it ll be straight back to my old ways. I will drink till blackout stage , I will crash in a heap , get up get drunk crash again get up get drunk, over and over etc etc till I'm either violently ill or skint. One or the Other. In bed then couch for a week sick , get some money and repeat all above. That's been my life a Long long time. Seems like I did have a lot to say after all. Thanks all . |