Rolling along on Day 4
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Rolling along on Day 4
It’s amazing how I’ve actually maintained several friendships online that I’ve made in the past 4 days without ruining them. When I was drinking I demolished all of the relationships I somehow developed by getting drunk one night and ruining it. Feels so good to not have that happening anymore. It really sucked to one day have a guy say he really appreciates me (that’s a day I was sober) and then drink the next night and receive a text the next morning telling me to not contact him anymore. Just need to maintain my daily AA meetings.
av been going to AA for a few months and its helps so much am sober i go as much as possable i have a sponsor and i have done the steps without them my life would be a mess keep going to AA get a sponsor and do the steps
do one day at a time and remember what you where like drunk you dont want to live like that do you ? no anyone in there right mind would want to ALL YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER IS NOT TO TAKE THE FIRST DRINK one day at a time
do one day at a time and remember what you where like drunk you dont want to live like that do you ? no anyone in there right mind would want to ALL YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER IS NOT TO TAKE THE FIRST DRINK one day at a time
Good for you on day four. That was always the tough one for me. Felt better and no hangover and hey, I can drink again.
Yes, as above stay close to AA and here. No first drink.
Relationships can be mended with sobriety.
Best to you.
Yes, as above stay close to AA and here. No first drink.
Relationships can be mended with sobriety.
Best to you.
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I know. It’s amazing to be texting and talking to guys without eventually screwing it up because I got drunk and became stupid and silly. I just still feel some regret with the nice guys I met and messed things up and now they won’t talk to me anymore. I just want that regret to go away because I liked them. 😢
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By the way, I have female friendships too. It’s just that I like guys more because I’m attracted to them whereas I’m not sexually attracted to women. I like hanging out with women but just prefer male company. I really liked this one guy I met a month ago and we were going to meet the next day. Before I took that first drink the previous day, I told myself do not contact him when drinking. I think you can guess the outcome 😢
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All I can say is that when I drink a switch gets either turned on, off or both in my brain that makes me abnormal. That’s the best I can explain the phenomenon. I think the AA big book states that we become disgustingly antisocial. I guess that is also true.
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