ulfr

am back in the christian forum that is homophbic and transphobic i dont say am trans i dont say i dont agree with there rules i am mod some of the forums now because i want to help others i dont see i help people here its taking up most of night now but my husband is upset that am not speading more times with him my pastor knows am back at that forum but he dont know am a mod now i havent seen my pastor for two weeks as he had to work out of the country for a mcc churches so i cant see him until next wedesday i know he will be pissed , i hate myself now
i should be dead want to self harm i hate myself so much

Anna

Wolfschild, you know that forum is not helpful for you in any way. It's making you feeling bad about yourself. I hope you decide to step away from it. You deserve to be treated well and to treat yourself well.

Dee74

I hope you decide to step away from it too - it does you no good, Wolfs Child

ulfr

i asked my husband to lock it again , hopefully we will not fight about it again , he sick of it i need to try and stay away moving things that trigger me into going there

Hawking22

Is it a Christian forum on SR?

Don't be a glutton for punishment. Your intentions are very good and noble, but stay here with friends <3

ulfr

Its not here not the christian forums here every one including christians here are supportive and kind

Hawking22

Oh, yeah then I say good riddance! Put your beautiful efforts where they are appreciated, my friend. The veil of anonymity can bring out true monsters, don't let that make you believe there is anything wrong with you or that you should hurt yourself. You have sobriety, a healthy lifestyle it seems, a hubby and a pastor; you've got great resources! You're doing great!

Anna

I'm glad you did that, Wolfschild. You don't deserve to read any nonsense that upsets you on any forum.