Struggling at the weekends
Struggling at the weekends
I'm having a tough time at the weekends.
I go to a meeting now on Saturday night, straight after work and that really helps me to cope with that dangerous time, at the beginning of two days off
I just seem to get really stuck after that. Tired, no motivation to do anything productive and then I get really angry at myself and feel negative about everything. I had a day of monster cravings yesterday and worked really hard to stay sober.
I look forward so much to having time off and then do nothing and judge myself really harshly for it. Last weekend was good. I read, did some drawing and went for a swim. This weekend I cant't even get it together to clean the house. Am I just expecting too much of myself just now? Patience has never been a strong point and I think at least I not drink and going to meetings. Aaaahhhh!
I go to a meeting now on Saturday night, straight after work and that really helps me to cope with that dangerous time, at the beginning of two days off
I just seem to get really stuck after that. Tired, no motivation to do anything productive and then I get really angry at myself and feel negative about everything. I had a day of monster cravings yesterday and worked really hard to stay sober.
I look forward so much to having time off and then do nothing and judge myself really harshly for it. Last weekend was good. I read, did some drawing and went for a swim. This weekend I cant't even get it together to clean the house. Am I just expecting too much of myself just now? Patience has never been a strong point and I think at least I not drink and going to meetings. Aaaahhhh!
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Weekends are my worst too
It's prime drinking time! I try and fill my weekends with as much activity as possible (chores, little hobbies, projects, Netflix, SR, reading, walking, etc) but I'm still just blah. I feel like none of this is purposeful, it's getting annoying and exhausting to try and find something to do constantly, and I'm still unstimulated and perpetually bored. It's great I'm not drinking but eh, there's only so many things to clean, so many meetings I can go to. I notice that I start to get a rebellious attitude and get bitchy.
My sponsor told me, "so then be rebellious. Eat a whole bag of hot cheetos (my other disgusting addiction lol), wear your pajamas all day and if you want to binge watch an entire season on Netflix, do it and don't beat yourself up. You don't have to be productive and you don't have to have purpose 24 hours a darn day. Sometimes life is boring, and its better than the shenanigans you'd be into if you were drinking instead".
It made me realize this is all normal. Weekends are going to be tough, full of boredom, full of envy toward others, depressing at times and make you feel bad for not wanting to do certain things. But only for now. I guess we're relearning a new way of life and its going to take time. Sorry, I feel like this wasn't much help but I hope you know you're definitely not alone in your sentiments but I do believe that one day we'll look forward to the weekends again. Hang in there
It's prime drinking time! I try and fill my weekends with as much activity as possible (chores, little hobbies, projects, Netflix, SR, reading, walking, etc) but I'm still just blah. I feel like none of this is purposeful, it's getting annoying and exhausting to try and find something to do constantly, and I'm still unstimulated and perpetually bored. It's great I'm not drinking but eh, there's only so many things to clean, so many meetings I can go to. I notice that I start to get a rebellious attitude and get bitchy.
My sponsor told me, "so then be rebellious. Eat a whole bag of hot cheetos (my other disgusting addiction lol), wear your pajamas all day and if you want to binge watch an entire season on Netflix, do it and don't beat yourself up. You don't have to be productive and you don't have to have purpose 24 hours a darn day. Sometimes life is boring, and its better than the shenanigans you'd be into if you were drinking instead".
It made me realize this is all normal. Weekends are going to be tough, full of boredom, full of envy toward others, depressing at times and make you feel bad for not wanting to do certain things. But only for now. I guess we're relearning a new way of life and its going to take time. Sorry, I feel like this wasn't much help but I hope you know you're definitely not alone in your sentiments but I do believe that one day we'll look forward to the weekends again. Hang in there
Weekends are my worst too
It's prime drinking time! I try and fill my weekends with as much activity as possible (chores, little hobbies, projects, Netflix, SR, reading, walking, etc) but I'm still just blah. I feel like none of this is purposeful, it's getting annoying and exhausting to try and find something to do constantly, and I'm still unstimulated and perpetually bored. It's great I'm not drinking but eh, there's only so many things to clean, so many meetings I can go to. I notice that I start to get a rebellious attitude and get bitchy.
My sponsor told me, "so then be rebellious. Eat a whole bag of hot cheetos (my other disgusting addiction lol), wear your pajamas all day and if you want to binge watch an entire season on Netflix, do it and don't beat yourself up. You don't have to be productive and you don't have to have purpose 24 hours a darn day. Sometimes life is boring, and its better than the shenanigans you'd be into if you were drinking instead".
It made me realize this is all normal. Weekends are going to be tough, full of boredom, full of envy toward others, depressing at times and make you feel bad for not wanting to do certain things. But only for now. I guess we're relearning a new way of life and its going to take time. Sorry, I feel like this wasn't much help but I hope you know you're definitely not alone in your sentiments but I do believe that one day we'll look forward to the weekends again. Hang in there
It's prime drinking time! I try and fill my weekends with as much activity as possible (chores, little hobbies, projects, Netflix, SR, reading, walking, etc) but I'm still just blah. I feel like none of this is purposeful, it's getting annoying and exhausting to try and find something to do constantly, and I'm still unstimulated and perpetually bored. It's great I'm not drinking but eh, there's only so many things to clean, so many meetings I can go to. I notice that I start to get a rebellious attitude and get bitchy.
My sponsor told me, "so then be rebellious. Eat a whole bag of hot cheetos (my other disgusting addiction lol), wear your pajamas all day and if you want to binge watch an entire season on Netflix, do it and don't beat yourself up. You don't have to be productive and you don't have to have purpose 24 hours a darn day. Sometimes life is boring, and its better than the shenanigans you'd be into if you were drinking instead".
It made me realize this is all normal. Weekends are going to be tough, full of boredom, full of envy toward others, depressing at times and make you feel bad for not wanting to do certain things. But only for now. I guess we're relearning a new way of life and its going to take time. Sorry, I feel like this wasn't much help but I hope you know you're definitely not alone in your sentiments but I do believe that one day we'll look forward to the weekends again. Hang in there
Not drinking just now is a success in itself. I was thinking that today. It's been a **** weekend but I made it through sober and that is something in itself. It will just have to be enough and anything extra, like reading, walking etc is a bonus
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I had a tough time with weekends too. I was a weekend warrior. I did literally anything and everything to stay busy and stay away from alcohol. I remember going to bed sometimes around 6-7PM and watching TV so I wouldn't drink. Stick with it, it does get easier with time.
I had a tough time with weekends too. I was a weekend warrior. I did literally anything and everything to stay busy and stay away from alcohol. I remember going to bed sometimes around 6-7PM and watching TV so I wouldn't drink. Stick with it, it does get easier with time.
I work my butt off all week! Sometimes I'll even do extra things during the week to ensure I have at least one of those days off with zero chores. I earned it.
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Hi Gabe
Being hungover in bed all Sunday is not really being productive. So comparing doing nothing sober to doing nothing hungover, which is better? Be kind to yourself.
And another thing, what I once called boredom, I now call serenity.
Being hungover in bed all Sunday is not really being productive. So comparing doing nothing sober to doing nothing hungover, which is better? Be kind to yourself.
And another thing, what I once called boredom, I now call serenity.
Hi Gabe,
I have found getting up early on the weekends to go for a walk helps to start my day on a positive, and gets the energy going. Maybe throw a chair and a book in the car and drive to the lake, beach, mountains, trail, track, forest... someplace that you love. After going for a walk you can plop down in that chair and read, or sketch. Sometimes just a change of scenery helps.
You're doing great, give yourself some credit.
❤️Delilah
I have found getting up early on the weekends to go for a walk helps to start my day on a positive, and gets the energy going. Maybe throw a chair and a book in the car and drive to the lake, beach, mountains, trail, track, forest... someplace that you love. After going for a walk you can plop down in that chair and read, or sketch. Sometimes just a change of scenery helps.
You're doing great, give yourself some credit.
❤️Delilah
Yep, quite right. I actually did it the wrong way round, sat about and then did some stuff last night. I reckon even a bit of cleaning during the week would help. I'm the same too. I work really hard! Some Neflix is actually ok.
It's not boredom, so I'm lucky there. It's a stunning lack of motivation. I'll get there. I think I need a bit of a strategy for the weekends. If I start off in the right frame of mind it will help. Thanks Dec
I have a habit of sitting in bed, drinking coffee. It feels like a treat for a while but then my body isn't moving and my brain becomes overactive. On reflection, I think getting my body moving before my brain is too awake might really help. A walk would be a good place to start. Dee
Hi Gabe,
I have found getting up early on the weekends to go for a walk helps to start my day on a positive, and gets the energy going. Maybe throw a chair and a book in the car and drive to the lake, beach, mountains, trail, track, forest... someplace that you love. After going for a walk you can plop down in that chair and read, or sketch. Sometimes just a change of scenery helps.
You're doing great, give yourself some credit.
❤️Delilah
I have found getting up early on the weekends to go for a walk helps to start my day on a positive, and gets the energy going. Maybe throw a chair and a book in the car and drive to the lake, beach, mountains, trail, track, forest... someplace that you love. After going for a walk you can plop down in that chair and read, or sketch. Sometimes just a change of scenery helps.
You're doing great, give yourself some credit.
❤️Delilah
There are some really beautiful places to go here, I'm spoiled for choice really.
I want this to be better. I just need to keep working at it. Rach xx
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