Rough weekend
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Rough weekend
My family and I went to our preferred vacation spot this weekend. It’s a major trigger for me: everyone drinks, the drinks flow freely, people start drinking at breakfast, we are surrounded by drinking. I did not drink but I definitely did not act with grace and dignity on Friday. I was so MAD and my whole family bore the brunt of my anger. Thankfully, I was able to calm down about three hours later and enjoy the rest of my weekend.
I secluded myself from all the drinkers, had extra one on one time with my kids, we went to bed at a reasonable time and we ended up having a great weekend.
I’m so grateful that I didn’t drink, that I was able to regain my emotional control, and that I was able to spend quality time with the family - I’ve never spent good,sober time with my kids there.
I secluded myself from all the drinkers, had extra one on one time with my kids, we went to bed at a reasonable time and we ended up having a great weekend.
I’m so grateful that I didn’t drink, that I was able to regain my emotional control, and that I was able to spend quality time with the family - I’ve never spent good,sober time with my kids there.
Sounds like you focused on what is really important: good sober time with your kids! Very important to all of you. Make tomorrrow's great memories now! Glad you didn't drink.
Maybe getting angry was cathartic and pushed you further down the sober recovery path.
Maybe getting angry was cathartic and pushed you further down the sober recovery path.
I spent a lot of time 'mad' in early sobriety. Thing is, I now recognise that I had a kind of default that just kind flipped any negative emotion into 'angry'. I think that felt safe and like I was protecting myself, whereas some of the other negative emotions that were underneath it felt just too vulnerable. Risky, you know?
I don't know if you've ever seen the Anger Iceberg diagram. If not, it might be worth taking a look and thinking what could have been underneath that anger for you. ... https://goo.gl/images/i7Ctju
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I don't know if you've ever seen the Anger Iceberg diagram. If not, it might be worth taking a look and thinking what could have been underneath that anger for you. ... https://goo.gl/images/i7Ctju
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That is a rough weekend, and good job navigating through those waters.
Use the experience gained the next time you are in a similar situation. Knowing that you can have a great time while sober, makes remaining sober more comfortable, more attainable, more real.
Use the experience gained the next time you are in a similar situation. Knowing that you can have a great time while sober, makes remaining sober more comfortable, more attainable, more real.
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In the past when I stopped drinking for an extended time, I began to see family events and other big drinking situations as a welcome challenge. Each one that I made it through further galvanized my resolve and made me that much more confident that I was unshakable. I actually reached the point where I would be happy and hanging out drinking with everyone. They would be drinking alcohol and I would be slugging back Perrier's with limes! Everything was going great but in the end I F'd it all up!
My family and I went to our preferred vacation spot this weekend. It’s a major trigger for me: everyone drinks, the drinks flow freely, people start drinking at breakfast, we are surrounded by drinking. I did not drink but I definitely did not act with grace and dignity on Friday. I was so MAD and my whole family bore the brunt of my anger. Thankfully, I was able to calm down about three hours later and enjoy the rest of my weekend.
I secluded myself from all the drinkers, had extra one on one time with my kids, we went to bed at a reasonable time and we ended up having a great weekend.
I’m so grateful that I didn’t drink, that I was able to regain my emotional control, and that I was able to spend quality time with the family - I’ve never spent good,sober time with my kids there.
I secluded myself from all the drinkers, had extra one on one time with my kids, we went to bed at a reasonable time and we ended up having a great weekend.
I’m so grateful that I didn’t drink, that I was able to regain my emotional control, and that I was able to spend quality time with the family - I’ve never spent good,sober time with my kids there.
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I spent a lot of time 'mad' in early sobriety. Thing is, I now recognise that I had a kind of default that just kind flipped any negative emotion into 'angry'. I think that felt safe and like I was protecting myself, whereas some of the other negative emotions that were underneath it felt just too vulnerable. Risky, you know?
I don't know if you've ever seen the Anger Iceberg diagram. If not, it might be worth taking a look and thinking what could have been underneath that anger for you. ... https://goo.gl/images/i7Ctju
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I don't know if you've ever seen the Anger Iceberg diagram. If not, it might be worth taking a look and thinking what could have been underneath that anger for you. ... https://goo.gl/images/i7Ctju
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In the past when I stopped drinking for an extended time, I began to see family events and other big drinking situations as a welcome challenge. Each one that I made it through further galvanized my resolve and made me that much more confident that I was unshakable. I actually reached the point where I would be happy and hanging out drinking with everyone. They would be drinking alcohol and I would be slugging back Perrier's with limes! Everything was going great but in the end I F'd it all up!
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Thanks. I’ve read that often on here so I’m looking forward to experiencing more security and comfort in my sobriety.
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Yes, my kids and family are the important part. I’m glad I “woke up” finally and figured that out! Perhaps the anger was helpful this weekend...
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