Day 5
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Day 5
Hello kind people. Today is day 5 and really difficult. I travelled from countryside where i stayed at friend to city for my course healing steps i asked to adress burn out. Long waiting list it came two years after. So attended and we were asked to look at pictures of trees and nature. I was sitting among other four people who struggled with health problems and burst into tears. Confessed i had it all. That those pictures only bring me memory of losses not healing . My honesty was good ..others shared and group started working. I had inner voice coming from my self. You had two losses and failed ..
self medicated what created multiply losses so bear it in mind ... you still have yourself and alive . I looked in the mirror during break : not bloated , make up on , looking more healthy , still scared , still surviving but sober and among people contributing to others healing. I said to myself be patient and continue to soldier. In a year you will be either better or worse but sober and respecting yourself. I came home made coffee and being good for myself. Bring day 6. Thank you for being. Recovery is difficult and recovery without family or network support is very difficult but i am doing it as one day i might build up new better life xD
self medicated what created multiply losses so bear it in mind ... you still have yourself and alive . I looked in the mirror during break : not bloated , make up on , looking more healthy , still scared , still surviving but sober and among people contributing to others healing. I said to myself be patient and continue to soldier. In a year you will be either better or worse but sober and respecting yourself. I came home made coffee and being good for myself. Bring day 6. Thank you for being. Recovery is difficult and recovery without family or network support is very difficult but i am doing it as one day i might build up new better life xD
Keep going, it gets better. 
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Recovery is difficult and recovery without family or network support is very difficult but i am doing it as one day i might build up new better life xD[/QUOTE]
You ARE building a new better life- NOW!
Support to you.
You ARE building a new better life- NOW!
Support to you.
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Originally Posted by PhoenixJ 
Recovery is difficult and recovery without family or network support is very difficult but i am doing it as one day i might build up new better life xD
You ARE building a new better life- NOW!
Support to you.[/QUOTE]
Thank you Phoenix . Yes i feel supported by SR and members . I read and post every day. It is day six and soon will be counting in weeks. What is the most important i am sober when going through biggest life stresses so through recovery i m learning how to cope with fear , uncertainty and adverse life circumstances without alcohol or any other substance like prescribed sedatives etc ... building up or coming back to my resialience and practicing acceptance as well as patience. SR I will never forget you being in darkest time x D
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