Day 14
toni,
I have had spatial disorientation for this whole time since I quit drinking.
It has gotten progressively better.
It used to be part of other issues that all shown through when I quit drinking.
I was deeply medicated and that medication had taken a huge toll.
I doubt I will ever heal fully because the healing is now part of getting older.
It is like I am getting stronger but getting weaker at the same time.
Mentally is the biggest growth. I don't have the same...fight or flight...feelings I had for so many years.
I see folks that still drink have more trouble dealing with adversity.
My patience is much much better.
I had to suffer hard to get this free. I have more fun than not these days, but the suffering...craving...when it comes.... stands out more.
I have a great time sober. But, I suffer off and on...every day.
That is the only way I know out. There really is no miracle, no magic occurring at some point for me. It is a slow, progressive heal.
It is a wonderful thing and I am so blessed to have found SR when I quit drinking. Without SR, I was doomed.
Thanks.
Thanks.
I have had spatial disorientation for this whole time since I quit drinking.
It has gotten progressively better.
It used to be part of other issues that all shown through when I quit drinking.
I was deeply medicated and that medication had taken a huge toll.
I doubt I will ever heal fully because the healing is now part of getting older.
It is like I am getting stronger but getting weaker at the same time.
Mentally is the biggest growth. I don't have the same...fight or flight...feelings I had for so many years.
I see folks that still drink have more trouble dealing with adversity.
My patience is much much better.
I had to suffer hard to get this free. I have more fun than not these days, but the suffering...craving...when it comes.... stands out more.
I have a great time sober. But, I suffer off and on...every day.
That is the only way I know out. There really is no miracle, no magic occurring at some point for me. It is a slow, progressive heal.
It is a wonderful thing and I am so blessed to have found SR when I quit drinking. Without SR, I was doomed.
Thanks.
Thanks.
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