Fear
 

I am in recovery its priority ...i did not drank long.

just in binges versus sobriety periods i was drinking as i could not cope and my husband did not handle it ..mothers son ... i am starting to be angry as i know he has legal responsibilities but abounded me..i have a statusa deserted wife ... no welfare as still married no work as i cannot sleep and fatigued .
It is ok with divorce but according to law he did all agains it .. it is true woman stay at their husbands when they vulnerable ...men cannot stand that a strong person can grief ...trying to not resent him .. anyway not able to detest but so scared how i make a winter with nothing in recovery ...im sober but stress is here and how to survive xD

hi allishope,
sounds like lots going on with your situation.
what kinds of supportive people and connections do you have or can you make so that you are not isolated in your struggles?
many go to meetings, have a friend or relative or several to chat with, mental health support or some kind of spiritual community....and please remember there is a telephone crisis line if things feel too overwhelming.

glad you are here and sobriety is your priority.

Sending you hugs and hope for some peace of mind. :grouphug: