101 days!!!
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101 days!!!
101 days of sobriety.
101 days ago, I was miserable and confused. I hated myself and I hated my life, but I didn't think sobriety was the answer. I didn't want to give up my coping skill of alcohol.
Now, I realize it never was a coping skill at all- rather, a substance I used to stay a child, to stay stuck. I thought alcohol was helping me deal with my problems, but in reality it was making them sooo much worse.
I have a community now. I have a sponsor. I have friends. I have clarity. I feel better and look better.
Now, I'm afraid of alcohol. Afraid of how it could ruin me and this beautiful new way of life I've been given. I have faith. And I wouldn't trade that for anything.
101 days ago, I was miserable and confused. I hated myself and I hated my life, but I didn't think sobriety was the answer. I didn't want to give up my coping skill of alcohol.
Now, I realize it never was a coping skill at all- rather, a substance I used to stay a child, to stay stuck. I thought alcohol was helping me deal with my problems, but in reality it was making them sooo much worse.
I have a community now. I have a sponsor. I have friends. I have clarity. I feel better and look better.
Now, I'm afraid of alcohol. Afraid of how it could ruin me and this beautiful new way of life I've been given. I have faith. And I wouldn't trade that for anything.
Keep going, it gets better. 
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