Gerard52

In terms of months within the last year I have been AF more than I have been drinking, the aggregate score is 7-5.

The 5 months drinking have been a complete waste of time and money. They have not been enjoyable either. It is like throwing away 40% of my life. Positive side is it only 1 year since I first tried to quit alcohol and went to AA.

I do believe this is possible. I have ton of stuff to worry about, marriage break up what happens next, business and sorting out my fundamental emotional ****. It feels quite overwhelming sometimes but now I have dragged myself from the drunken hole yet again I am capable of dealing with it.

Snowydelrico

It is entirely possible. Keep your chin up.
You don’t need that soul sucking poison in your life.
Take it off the table once and for all and don’t make it an option ever.
You know where it leads to. ( you and a bottle of booze in a messy room with no self respect or dignity, no visitors, just nothingness)
Let logic win the day.

There’s a bright future ahead of you, just keep going.
Day 6 is great

saoutchik

7 months out of 12 is good going, hopefully this time you will reach escape velocity.