914born

NOBODY is answering the phone. CRAVING COCAINE called my sponsor and it helped up until we hung up I'm waiting for the cokeman now. Probably another 2 hrs it's gonna take him to get here. As I'm typing this the want for it is fading away but the taste is there it's like eating a sour pickle or a bag of salt and vinegar chips my mouth is watering for it.. smh

trachemys

eat some ice cream. ICCC. Ice Cream Cures Cravings. Call the dealer and say: go home.

Dee74

I think you should cancel too 914Born.

You have the choice of more of the same, or something new and potentially way better.

Choose recovery.
You won't regret it tomorrow.

D

914born

I wish it was that easy.... it's like I already have it in my mind that I'm getting geeked tonight. Honestly I'm just debating should I go to the store now to get alcohol or wait awhile. 12 will be here b4 you know it. I can go to the store and be back in 15 mins.

914born

**** he's not going home he's got plenty of ppl waiting for him right now. I tell myself that I wanna quit but as I'm playing the tape right now and I'm just like I know but I want it. Smh

trachemys

Then, go to the store and get booze. Take delivery, and get fried.

Tomorrow, you'll be lesser than today.

Someday, you'll have to be greater.

914born

Thanks for being honest with me...😘 that's what I wanna hear.