Addiction is insanity. The whole thing.
Now physically clean, I need to continue my lifestyle change.
Since I don't do AA, just SR, I emulate my non drinking friends and family.
We ex drunks can be like a snake shedding it's old skin, like a butterfly, like a child.
It is all good.
Unlearned drinking...such a horrid habit.
When I crave I think of the next day after effects:
high blood pressure, sleep issues, strength loss, immune system compromise (sick).
BpSSS. My mantra.
Studied "alcohol kindling" and "alcohol PAWS."
Last intoxication: 8 May 15.