Snufkin....Snuuuufkin, c'mere.
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Originally Posted by Snufkin 
Thank you everyone.
Gilmer and 2muchpain, I have no doubt it’s a good decision to admit myself to a hospital, but unfortunately I still have to wait for this referral to go through. Probably a few weeks... there is a shortage of beds, so who knows. I’m seeing my doctor again in two weeks, hopefully I have more info then.
As for graduation, I know it’s supposed to be a big deal, but I just can’t do it. It’s too late anyway - you have to book tickets in advance, and I already emailed them I’m not attending the ceremony. I’d probably cry and drink if I was there by myself anyway. It happened at the degree show, seeing other people happy and celebrating with their friends and families made me mad and I drank. Yup, pathetic.
Gilmer and 2muchpain, I have no doubt it’s a good decision to admit myself to a hospital, but unfortunately I still have to wait for this referral to go through. Probably a few weeks... there is a shortage of beds, so who knows. I’m seeing my doctor again in two weeks, hopefully I have more info then.
As for graduation, I know it’s supposed to be a big deal, but I just can’t do it. It’s too late anyway - you have to book tickets in advance, and I already emailed them I’m not attending the ceremony. I’d probably cry and drink if I was there by myself anyway. It happened at the degree show, seeing other people happy and celebrating with their friends and families made me mad and I drank. Yup, pathetic.
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Last thing and I'll stop. One thing about traveling alone is that you are more tuned into what's going on around you. I saw many couples and families arguing with each other. They were definitely not having a good time.
I remember when I got divorced, how many of my closest friends would come to me and tell me how miserable they were in their relationships, when on the outside, they all seemed so happy. Some actually told me they wished they were in my situation. Things are not always what they seem. Always look for healthy relationships, but don't think they are as common as you might think. You might be in a better situation than you think. John
I remember when I got divorced, how many of my closest friends would come to me and tell me how miserable they were in their relationships, when on the outside, they all seemed so happy. Some actually told me they wished they were in my situation. Things are not always what they seem. Always look for healthy relationships, but don't think they are as common as you might think. You might be in a better situation than you think. John
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Originally Posted by 2muchpain
Last thing and I'll stop. One thing about traveling alone is that you are more tuned into what's going on around you. I saw many couples and families arguing with each other. They were definitely not having a good time.
I remember when I got divorced, how many of my closest friends would come to me and tell me how miserable they were in their relationships, when on the outside, they all seemed so happy. Some actually told me they wished they were in my situation. Things are not always what they seem. Always look for healthy relationships, but don't think they are as common as you might think. You might be in a better situation than you think. John
I remember when I got divorced, how many of my closest friends would come to me and tell me how miserable they were in their relationships, when on the outside, they all seemed so happy. Some actually told me they wished they were in my situation. Things are not always what they seem. Always look for healthy relationships, but don't think they are as common as you might think. You might be in a better situation than you think. John
I need space and time to heal, to get better, to figure myself out.
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I wish I could send you cards of encouragement, but this is the best I can do.
__________________________________________________ _______
CONGRATULATIONS
We are honored to bestow on to you the degree
you worked so hard for and deserve.
You are truly an inspiration to others.
May others learn from your wisdom
and follow in your footsteps.
__________________________________________________ ____
Card 2 THANK YOU
Thank you for showing the strength to survive
incredible pain.
Thank you for showing there is a light at the end of the
tunnel.
Thank you for letting me know I'm not alone.
Most of all, thank you for reminding me how much life
has to offer.
__________________________________________________ _______
CONGRATULATIONS
We are honored to bestow on to you the degree
you worked so hard for and deserve.
You are truly an inspiration to others.
May others learn from your wisdom
and follow in your footsteps.
__________________________________________________ ____
Card 2 THANK YOU
Thank you for showing the strength to survive
incredible pain.
Thank you for showing there is a light at the end of the
tunnel.
Thank you for letting me know I'm not alone.
Most of all, thank you for reminding me how much life
has to offer.
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Best. Morning. Ever!!!!!!! 
You guys rock! I’m literally in tears right now, thank you all so much... You made this crazy person very happy.
I’m not feeling well today, my last binge left my stomach and liver overwhelmed and I’m still in bed squirming in pain, but I’m gonna try to make it a nice day... lots of yummy food, a walk to the beach and Netflix with my kitty. And, of course SR party
I could try to start doodling today too...
You guys rock! I’m literally in tears right now, thank you all so much... You made this crazy person very happy.
I’m not feeling well today, my last binge left my stomach and liver overwhelmed and I’m still in bed squirming in pain, but I’m gonna try to make it a nice day... lots of yummy food, a walk to the beach and Netflix with my kitty. And, of course SR party
I could try to start doodling today too...
The Sober Bus will be stopping in for your wonderful Graduation Ceremony & Party! 
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