Update and almost 120
 

I've got like 119 days or something. Unreal how they stack up.

In other news, and I hope I am not pre-mature with this... thought about just waiting until Monday but I can't contain my excitement:

My house is selling Monday morning. I think I made it. 99%. 10 am on Monday we are scheduled to close, the closing statement is done, it looks like all lights are green. That HUGE part of my journey over the last 120 days is nearly done.

Just finished the last of cleaning and hauling stuff out.

Assuming nothing comes up between now and then it signifies the next to last and next to biggest hurdle I need to get across to atone for the accident and complete the transition to a relatively sane life - one not totally dominated by the insanity of booze.

I simply don't have the words to describe the satisfaction, peace, bliss, and gratitude I feel right now. When I think back to the moment I realized my best option for cleaning up the messes I'd created and getting a jump on a fresh, sober start was getting the house sold - and the mountain of crap I had to get through and make happen to get it done - totally makes my head spin. And then the fact that by some crazy good fortune I received an offer for almost exactly the dollar value I needed to pay off the 1st and 2nd and re-imburse me for the few things I've had to shell out to pay to get it sold.

I dunno man, I'd rather be lucky than good sometimes.

I'll be here barking at the moon with joy come Monday after the closing.

One more major hurdle to face in this ordeal I created. But it's so much easier to face that one now that the rest of my life is more or less returned to order and sanity.

Being sober is the bestest.:lmao

-B

I'm really happy for you, Buckley. I'm glad that things are coming together for you.

You worked like a muther on that project, and deserve a very sincere congratulations, dude...

I'm very happy for you Buckley. Sounds like you're earning some well-deserved peace of mind. Great work! We're date twins, I'm at 119 days too.

The planets aligned for your journey back to freedom and the land of the living. Stay strong and stay grateful. You're going to do this!

Wonderful news Buckley. I'm so glad for you. You are working hard and deserve good fortune to come your way. :c011:

I’m really happy you’re managing to turn things around, Buckley. Best of luck on Monday!

Buckley,

This is fantastic news! I am so happy you will be able to have this behind you. You continue to inspire me with everything you have done to create a better future for you.

Congratulations my friend!!!

❤️Delilah

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Congrats Buckley :)

D

Made my day to see that man! Massive congrats.

You are evidence of what work and focus and valuing sobriety can bring. Inspiring stuff.

Keep us updated and CONGRATS on what you are doing for yourself staying sober.

Where you at Buck?

Congratulations Buckley!!