115 Days
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115 Days
I just wanted to check in here. I wake up today with 115 days sober. I feel like I have learned so many things over the past few months. And as of right now, the greatest thing I have ever given myself is sobriety and the perspective that comes along with it.
I have a refound love of life. I also love knowing - and I know this may sound weird - but, I love knowing that if I have some sort of anxiety, it isn't due to self-destructive decisions.
The worst part of my alcoholism, especially toward the end there, was waking up with fear and dread of knowing I was not only a slave to the bottle, but a slave to the poor decisions I had been making.
Every day I do not drink is another day I make a step in the right direction.
Not drinking is the best thing I have ever done for myself.
I have a refound love of life. I also love knowing - and I know this may sound weird - but, I love knowing that if I have some sort of anxiety, it isn't due to self-destructive decisions.
The worst part of my alcoholism, especially toward the end there, was waking up with fear and dread of knowing I was not only a slave to the bottle, but a slave to the poor decisions I had been making.
Every day I do not drink is another day I make a step in the right direction.
Not drinking is the best thing I have ever done for myself.
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