Hosting a big, boozy engagement party tonight...
All good points and thoughts. But I'm certain in my not drinking tonight. And I want to be around my friends, whether they are drinking or not.
DD - not incorrect though I feel I've been growing too this place of sobriety for a long time.
Scott - good to see you. Don't see you post on most of my threads here. Confused by the word 'approval' in your post though. Think I'm just posting for input and thoughts and bc sharing experiences in SR is the name of the game. Would expect some voices of disapproval and I want to read and think about those as well.
I'll be checking in later. Sober as a bird.
DD - not incorrect though I feel I've been growing too this place of sobriety for a long time.
Scott - good to see you. Don't see you post on most of my threads here. Confused by the word 'approval' in your post though. Think I'm just posting for input and thoughts and bc sharing experiences in SR is the name of the game. Would expect some voices of disapproval and I want to read and think about those as well.
I'll be checking in later. Sober as a bird.
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Sometimes our own AV isn’t the only one to ignore.
The proximity to booze that matters is the space directly below your nose.
Don’t drink, but then again of course you won’t , you’re a nondrinker .
The proximity to booze that matters is the space directly below your nose.
Don’t drink, but then again of course you won’t , you’re a nondrinker .
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You mention it will mean alot to your friends that you are there....if they are really friends, it will mean a lot more that you are sober.
Perhaps what Scott meant by "approval" is that a part of you wants our "ok" for all of your thinking and planning.
Hope you made it through last night sober.
Perhaps what Scott meant by "approval" is that a part of you wants our "ok" for all of your thinking and planning.
Hope you made it through last night sober.
You mention it will mean alot to your friends that you are there....if they are really friends, it will mean a lot more that you are sober.
Perhaps what Scott meant by "approval" is that a part of you wants our "ok" for all of your thinking and planning.
Hope you made it through last night sober.
Perhaps what Scott meant by "approval" is that a part of you wants our "ok" for all of your thinking and planning.
Hope you made it through last night sober.
Not sure what he meant by "approval", odd choice of words to me. I post here because it makes me accountable and I get feedback of all kinds.
And it is tonight so I'll let you know when I hit the sheets sober.
I have no doubt you will be able to go to the party and not drink, I tested myself by going right back to the bars where I used to drink every day and drank NA beer or water.
The point is that sometimes getting sober requires major lifestyle change...and change we don't feel we should have to do. The level of this change of course varies from person to person - but i'm simply trying to point out that you've been here before and the results have not always been what you intended. I hope you are having a good time and report back that all went well.
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I think everyone is on the same side here, no? We've all been burned by these kinds of events so of course no one on this site is going to say this party sounds like a good idea AND it's good that you've posted about it to stay accountable.
On a side note, I'm interested in the phenomenon someone mentioned above about getting through a challenging event like this one, then getting complacent and falling off the wagon after not during the event. That's definitely a pattern I can see in my own sobriety attempts. Grateful for the insight, friends.
On a side note, I'm interested in the phenomenon someone mentioned above about getting through a challenging event like this one, then getting complacent and falling off the wagon after not during the event. That's definitely a pattern I can see in my own sobriety attempts. Grateful for the insight, friends.
LG I did indeed jump in slightly when I thought the party was going to be in your own home. It worried me a great deal that you were going to be holding the party at yours.
I know from my experience that fighting my AV was not so much a gentlemanly duel but rather me sobbing uncontrollably somewhere and getting to bed by the skin of my teeth. Anything I could do to protect myself from any risk whatsoever seemed like a small price to pay and I still do that to this day.
Permanent sobriety for me involves making some big choices (I won't use the work sacrifice or even compromise because I gladly make them). Yes there are obvious ones like social occasions but many other subtle things too. Situations I choose to put myself in, arguments I choose to have or walk away from, commitments I'm comfortable with etc etc. Anything that affects my status quo, causes stress or resentments has to go.
Clearly it is work-in-progress but I have to stay ahead of the triggers.
I hope you get to bed safe and sober ready to keep on keeping on
I know from my experience that fighting my AV was not so much a gentlemanly duel but rather me sobbing uncontrollably somewhere and getting to bed by the skin of my teeth. Anything I could do to protect myself from any risk whatsoever seemed like a small price to pay and I still do that to this day.
Permanent sobriety for me involves making some big choices (I won't use the work sacrifice or even compromise because I gladly make them). Yes there are obvious ones like social occasions but many other subtle things too. Situations I choose to put myself in, arguments I choose to have or walk away from, commitments I'm comfortable with etc etc. Anything that affects my status quo, causes stress or resentments has to go.
Clearly it is work-in-progress but I have to stay ahead of the triggers.
I hope you get to bed safe and sober ready to keep on keeping on
I think everyone is on the same side here, no? We've all been burned by these kinds of events so of course no one on this site is going to say this party sounds like a good idea AND it's good that you've posted about it to stay accountable.
On a side note, I'm interested in the phenomenon someone mentioned above about getting through a challenging event like this one, then getting complacent and falling off the wagon after not during the event. That's definitely a pattern I can see in my own sobriety attempts. Grateful for the insight, friends.
On a side note, I'm interested in the phenomenon someone mentioned above about getting through a challenging event like this one, then getting complacent and falling off the wagon after not during the event. That's definitely a pattern I can see in my own sobriety attempts. Grateful for the insight, friends.
Didn't drink. Ate a bunch. Caught up with friends. Noticed a bunch of people barely drinking at all. Couple getting wasted. No chatter from my AV. Just a sober night.
Thanks as usual to all the people here who added their thoughts and ideas. Always the best place to be, to check in and feel both accountable and supported.
Looking forward to a deep sober sleep and a sober Sunday morning.
Thanks as usual to all the people here who added their thoughts and ideas. Always the best place to be, to check in and feel both accountable and supported.
Looking forward to a deep sober sleep and a sober Sunday morning.
When I've experienced parties like this sober it always amazes me how many people either don't drink, or just appear to have the one or two out of peer pressure. The penny then drops that it's me who would have been the odd one out getting wasted, not that I'd have noticed in my drunken state! It's all part of the deception created by our addiction.
Well done for making it through. Parties like this are perhaps best avoided whenever possible for those in early recovery.
Well done for making it through. Parties like this are perhaps best avoided whenever possible for those in early recovery.
When I've experienced parties like this sober it always amazes me how many people either don't drink, or just appear to have the one or two out of peer pressure. The penny then drops that it's me who would have been the odd one out getting wasted, not that I'd have noticed in my drunken state! It's all part of the deception created by our addiction.
Well done for making it through. Parties like this are perhaps best avoided whenever possible for those in early recovery.
Well done for making it through. Parties like this are perhaps best avoided whenever possible for those in early recovery.
Here's to a sober Sunday morning everyone. Thanks again.
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