I want to stop but I can't.
If your last drink was four hours ago, you might not yet be sober. Don't be embarrassed to go. Hospitals see this all the time. As was noted up thread, they don't know you, and it is their job to treat you. You need that. Your husband is mad, which is understandable. So you look after you right now. Get there. Call a cab.
If your last drink was four hours ago, you might not yet be sober. Don't be embarrassed to go. Hospitals see this all the time. As was noted up thread, they don't know you, and it is their job to treat you. You need that. Your husband is mad, which is understandable. So you look after you right now. Get there. Call a cab.
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If your last drink was four hours ago, you might not yet be sober. Don't be embarrassed to go. Hospitals see this all the time. As was noted up thread, they don't know you, and it is their job to treat you. You need that. Your husband is mad, which is understandable. So you look after you right now. Get there. Call a cab.
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Sorry to hear you are suffering KG. Since I started to try and get sober, every time I drink the mental and physical consequences are worse and worse. Yes, kindling must be part of it but I also feel that having experienced sobriety (even if it has been difficult), the return to drinking is filled with shame, self-loathing and fear.
Do go to the ER if you feel worse, don't be alone.
Most of all take it easy on yourself. You have suffered a set back but you can start again and learn from it.
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Do go to the ER if you feel worse, don't be alone.
Most of all take it easy on yourself. You have suffered a set back but you can start again and learn from it.
Support to you.
I am not sure if I need to go. I have never had bad withdrawal symptoms, but I guess that there is a first time for everything. I'm having really bad anxiety. I'm just exhausted. It's 6 am and I've been up since 2. And before that I was passed out. So my last drink was more than 4 hours ago, I just don't know exactly how much longer.
Curious what prompted you to go to the ER initially. Had you been before? Did they give you fluids or any meds?
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Sorry to hear you are suffering KG. Since I started to try and get sober, every time I drink the mental and physical consequences are worse and worse. Yes, kindling must be part of it but I also feel that having experienced sobriety (even if it has been difficult), the return to drinking is filled with shame, self-loathing and fear.
Do go to the ER if you feel worse, don't be alone.
Most of all take it easy on yourself. You have suffered a set back but you can start again and learn from it.
Support to you.
Do go to the ER if you feel worse, don't be alone.
Most of all take it easy on yourself. You have suffered a set back but you can start again and learn from it.
Support to you.
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KG, the intensity of those feelings will abate if you can get a few days sober. They are being magnified by withdrawal. I have done plenty of things I'm not proud of but I know the longer I stay sober the more I am able to make amends, and forgive myself.
Forgive yourself......you relapsed. Most of us have at some stage. Just get the alcohol out of your system and in a few days things will start to be manageable again.
Take care.
Forgive yourself......you relapsed. Most of us have at some stage. Just get the alcohol out of your system and in a few days things will start to be manageable again.
Take care.
I'm sure that's probably making your anxiety worse. Those feelings will fade with more sober time and sober actions, not only with you, but with your neighbors. They will move on to something else to think about. Take each day with a renewed commitment to living the best life you can. Do you attend AA meetings?
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KG, the intensity of those feelings will abate if you can get a few days sober. They are being magnified by withdrawal. I have done plenty of things I'm not proud of but I know the longer I stay sober the more I am able to make amends, and forgive myself.
Forgive yourself......you relapsed. Most of us have at some stage. Just get the alcohol out of your system and in a few days things will start to be manageable again.
Take care.
Forgive yourself......you relapsed. Most of us have at some stage. Just get the alcohol out of your system and in a few days things will start to be manageable again.
Take care.
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I'm sure that's probably making your anxiety worse. Those feelings will fade with more sober time and sober actions, not only with you, but with your neighbors. They will move on to something else to think about. Take each day with a renewed commitment to living the best life you can. Do you attend AA meetings?
That's how I feel too. You don't have to do it again. As you know, it gets worse and worse.
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Check out the secular section. (alternatives to 12 step program). The stickies are helpful too.
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...r-connections/
Also, I listen to podcasts and read recovery books. I'm always trying to increase my knowledge and add to my toolbox.
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...r-connections/
Also, I listen to podcasts and read recovery books. I'm always trying to increase my knowledge and add to my toolbox.
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Something will click, and it will all come together KG. I believe that. I'm firm in the belief that everybody has their own breaking point, and rock bottom. I tried AA. Found it useless. Tried meds, again useless. tried numerous things. what was my rock bottom, and worked for me was quite extreme, but worked. Then the hard work started, and continues every morning until bedtime.
Hang in there
Hang in there
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