Ready to try again
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Ready to try again
Hey all,
Not new. Been here before. I'm ready to try this again. I know it's time to stop. I drank an entire pint of liquor last night and didn't feel a thing. The hangover is still here though.
Day 1 again
Not new. Been here before. I'm ready to try this again. I know it's time to stop. I drank an entire pint of liquor last night and didn't feel a thing. The hangover is still here though.
Day 1 again
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I think I finally understand why I drink now.. besides being physically addicted to it, I use it as my crutch. I mess up on something work related? Ahh it's cause I drank last night. I get upset with my wife. Ahh it's cause I'm hungover. I don't do well on anything? It's the drink.
I think I've been terrified of getting sober and these things still remaining true. I won't have that thing I can blame. I know it doesn't make much sense, but it's the scapegoat of my life, and it's slowly killing me.
I think I've been terrified of getting sober and these things still remaining true. I won't have that thing I can blame. I know it doesn't make much sense, but it's the scapegoat of my life, and it's slowly killing me.
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Just had a pretty big moment of weakness, but I’m working through it. Anxiety hitting me pretty hard right now.
New plan? Currently it’s to not go to the store tonight. There is no alcohol in my house currently, and it needs to stay that way.
May try to play a video game or read a book to take my mind off of it. Staring at my phone is not really helping.
New plan? Currently it’s to not go to the store tonight. There is no alcohol in my house currently, and it needs to stay that way.
May try to play a video game or read a book to take my mind off of it. Staring at my phone is not really helping.
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