Friday is here
Friday is here
Well it's Friday.
Habits and patterns dictate that I will probably want to get wasted today. It's morning and usually, I can feel the call, so to speak, by now.
But I am not feeling it...It is because I have some very important work that needs completing today. Work I can't put off for the three or four days I need when I get wasted.
This afternoon, or more likely, tomorrow will be the danger time for me. Because I like to drink when I feel good! When I have made some sort of progress in my goals, 'I deserve it'.
So I will be back here this afternoon and tomorrow...I hope.
I have decided to write this here to solidify in my head that I am committed to staying off that poison. I will check in again soon.
Thanks Friends
Habits and patterns dictate that I will probably want to get wasted today. It's morning and usually, I can feel the call, so to speak, by now.
But I am not feeling it...It is because I have some very important work that needs completing today. Work I can't put off for the three or four days I need when I get wasted.
This afternoon, or more likely, tomorrow will be the danger time for me. Because I like to drink when I feel good! When I have made some sort of progress in my goals, 'I deserve it'.
So I will be back here this afternoon and tomorrow...I hope.
I have decided to write this here to solidify in my head that I am committed to staying off that poison. I will check in again soon.
Thanks Friends
I'm back.
Just a quick post to let you know that it's now Friday afternoon and all is well
I had a few thoughts of drinking. But quickly moved on so as not to dwell on the idea. The reason being is that I know that if I start to dwell on it, I will talk myself into believing that a few drinks are just fine.
I also stopped in here a couple of times during the day to keep me focussed. It really does help to read through other people's challenges and the replies given by the 'old timers'. Not that you guys are old haha, I just mean wise and experienced, in this struggle.
Now I have to start getting my head in the right frame for tomorrow. I have a lot of work to keep me busy, but unfortunately, work can easily be put off when the 'need' for drinking kicks in.
I will do the same as today. A post first thing in the morning to help set my mind. And then repeated visits throughout the day and evening to help keep me on track.
Ps: I think I will pop in a few more times this evening....just in case.
Thanks guys
Just a quick post to let you know that it's now Friday afternoon and all is well
I had a few thoughts of drinking. But quickly moved on so as not to dwell on the idea. The reason being is that I know that if I start to dwell on it, I will talk myself into believing that a few drinks are just fine.
I also stopped in here a couple of times during the day to keep me focussed. It really does help to read through other people's challenges and the replies given by the 'old timers'. Not that you guys are old haha, I just mean wise and experienced, in this struggle.
Now I have to start getting my head in the right frame for tomorrow. I have a lot of work to keep me busy, but unfortunately, work can easily be put off when the 'need' for drinking kicks in.
I will do the same as today. A post first thing in the morning to help set my mind. And then repeated visits throughout the day and evening to help keep me on track.
Ps: I think I will pop in a few more times this evening....just in case.
Thanks guys
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I'm back.
Just a quick post to let you know that it's now Friday afternoon and all is well
I had a few thoughts of drinking. But quickly moved on so as not to dwell on the idea. The reason being is that I know that if I start to dwell on it, I will talk myself into believing that a few drinks are just fine.
I also stopped in here a couple of times during the day to keep me focussed. It really does help to read through other people's challenges and the replies given by the 'old timers'. Not that you guys are old haha, I just mean wise and experienced, in this struggle.
Now I have to start getting my head in the right frame for tomorrow. I have a lot of work to keep me busy, but unfortunately, work can easily be put off when the 'need' for drinking kicks in.
I will do the same as today. A post first thing in the morning to help set my mind. And then repeated visits throughout the day and evening to help keep me on track.
Ps: I think I will pop in a few more times this evening....just in case.
Thanks guys
Just a quick post to let you know that it's now Friday afternoon and all is well
I had a few thoughts of drinking. But quickly moved on so as not to dwell on the idea. The reason being is that I know that if I start to dwell on it, I will talk myself into believing that a few drinks are just fine.
I also stopped in here a couple of times during the day to keep me focussed. It really does help to read through other people's challenges and the replies given by the 'old timers'. Not that you guys are old haha, I just mean wise and experienced, in this struggle.
Now I have to start getting my head in the right frame for tomorrow. I have a lot of work to keep me busy, but unfortunately, work can easily be put off when the 'need' for drinking kicks in.
I will do the same as today. A post first thing in the morning to help set my mind. And then repeated visits throughout the day and evening to help keep me on track.
Ps: I think I will pop in a few more times this evening....just in case.
Thanks guys
Your first AA meeting.
Good luck Jotick! Don't talk yourself out of it...it's extremely important you do this mate!
Good on you, and let me know how it goes please.
Thanks, we CAN do this.
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