I just want this to be over
 

Sobriety. Meetings. Sponsor. Therapist. Guilt. Shame. I'm such a downer.

It can be...have you considered rehab?

Hi press

I didn't want to have to work at recovery either - but the alternative was terrifying.

Look back at your posts when you had that sober time. You were like a different person posting.

Don't give up :)

D

Never quit trying!

What finally allowed me to get sober was the overwhelming desire for the nightmare of my drinking to be over. Once I fully accepted that, I found only joy in the process of becoming human once again.