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Old 01-17-2018, 12:29 PM
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cant deal

feeling very suicidal right now cant deal with feelings anymore want to numb it or be dead want ever comes first
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Old 01-17-2018, 01:11 PM
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GMS, Please go to a hospital ER. Is your husband with you?

You might also call The Samaritans:

http://www.samaritans.org/

https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ease-read.html (If you are feeling suicidal please read:)
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Old 01-17-2018, 01:14 PM
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GrantMeSerenity, please seek emergency medical care.

Is your husband with you? Please ask him to take you to the ER/A&E.

We care about you.
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Old 01-17-2018, 01:24 PM
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Do you have the number of someone to call?
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Old 01-17-2018, 01:32 PM
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GrantMeSerenity, I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Please call someone ... I don't think you should be alone.

Is your husband around? Therapist?
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Thanks for coming here and posting!

I have felt the same way. Please reach out for help--it may not feel comfortable to do so, but anything is better than ending your life.

Please let us know how you are doing!
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Old 01-17-2018, 02:35 PM
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my husband is with me today i opened up about myself normally i wouldn't do it at a group its wasn't therapy or anything normally i self injure or have eating disorder behaviours and there was a time where i used and drank to deal with everything i think i re traumatised myself triggering too much emotions to deal with am also exhausted av not slept very much in the last few days av hand two very long days in a row i need to sleep my husband is with me sorry i went off line for a while my husband was talking to me for a little while am going to bed hopefully i get up after 8am instead of 4 am my emotions are raw sorry
Borderline Personality Disorder having stops you from deal with emotions the right way where you can find destructive behaviours like taking drugs , self injury , eating disorders , drink and unsafe sex as a way to cope but its not really coping with the emotions am safe and sorry for posting this post
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Old 01-17-2018, 03:03 PM
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I'm sorry you were feeling so down GMS.
Hope you can get some sleep.

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Old 01-18-2018, 12:05 PM
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still not feeling right didnt go to a meeting today next one is on Saturday
i see my pastor tomorrow at an lgbt group
feel unsafe even in places i normally feel safe at
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Old 01-18-2018, 01:38 PM
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I'm really sorry this has been a bad week for you so far GMS.

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Old 01-18-2018, 03:09 PM
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Av not been praying maybe thats why things are so bad ...also been missing meeting this week i know should do the meetings but i feel like i shouldn't speak open up say how am feeling dont want to feel like this again
i cant deal with my emotions at all see my dr on Thursday next week then my psych in march seems like a very long time till i see her maybe i should at lest try to pray tonight i will try and pray but to my higher power and not christian at the moment i feel disconnected from God right now
i see my pastor tomorrow he is a good friend and normally tells it like it is
and normally i listen . if things dont improve soon i dont know what to do but i am going to get music threapy at one of the drop in am a member off and that should help i hope
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