Dear Countrylife
 

I don’t know if you’ll find this, but I hope you do. At some point earlier on I stumbled upon how to check my messages, but I forgot how to get back there- I thought it showed you your messages on your profile. Doesn’t matter. I want you to know that I didn’t see the message you sent me two days ago until just now. I know you’ve been really struggling, and you’ve now closed your account. It was too late to respond. I’m so sorry. I care about you and I wish I’d been able to be there for you and respond- it would’ve helped me too to know you reached out to me. I’m struggling too. I was where you’re at for a long time. I might someday be back there. That’s part of the process too, in my experience. I hope you come back when you’re ready. I know you’ll find sobriety in your own time. You seem like such a strong person. I know where my messages are now, so if you find your way back, please get in touch with me. So sorry again 😥