Honestly, I think I should leave...
Member
Join Date: Dec 2017
Posts: 342
Absolutely.. look at all the support!
I need it
I've Burnt my life to the ground so many times it's beyond description.
BUT what's driving me on is the love, the sharing.
See miracles are amongst us
Absolutely!
I hope your checking in wildflower.
I can't believe how my loneliness/isolation/shame are being given strength here.
Terminally resistant or terminally deflated are mindsets I've nurtured and fed.
It's toxic so reinforcing of a negative self image plays right into the hands of the illness. And you know what I passionately believe it's all a BIG LIE! Lies lies lies the false power of addiction.
Sober sanctuary for the broken hearted who can be brought back to life.
I know because I'm one of them and I'm feeling the strength coming back through my being into my consciousness through every muscle and nerve in myself.
See wildf and everyone else just imagine the awesomeness of our collective return to sober health no matter how much of the wringer we've encountered.
There are all sorts here
But I feel one energy and it's an energy of STRENGTH!!
When I'm getting plastered the energy I feel is putrid weak repulsive stinky!
No thanks ...dare I say it I'm worth more than that so are you wildf.
The woman in the glass
The man in the glass
They can become our best friends
Because at the end of the day when its all said and done
That's where I need to be right!
Clean house
Trust whatever Loving Power you believe in
And go help save lives.
That floats my boat.
And I thought I was a chronic isolator!!
Go park yourself addiction I've got a reason to love to live!!!
I need it
I've Burnt my life to the ground so many times it's beyond description.
BUT what's driving me on is the love, the sharing.
See miracles are amongst us
Absolutely!
I hope your checking in wildflower.
I can't believe how my loneliness/isolation/shame are being given strength here.
Terminally resistant or terminally deflated are mindsets I've nurtured and fed.
It's toxic so reinforcing of a negative self image plays right into the hands of the illness. And you know what I passionately believe it's all a BIG LIE! Lies lies lies the false power of addiction.
Sober sanctuary for the broken hearted who can be brought back to life.
I know because I'm one of them and I'm feeling the strength coming back through my being into my consciousness through every muscle and nerve in myself.
See wildf and everyone else just imagine the awesomeness of our collective return to sober health no matter how much of the wringer we've encountered.
There are all sorts here
But I feel one energy and it's an energy of STRENGTH!!
When I'm getting plastered the energy I feel is putrid weak repulsive stinky!
No thanks ...dare I say it I'm worth more than that so are you wildf.
The woman in the glass
The man in the glass
They can become our best friends
Because at the end of the day when its all said and done
That's where I need to be right!
Clean house
Trust whatever Loving Power you believe in
And go help save lives.
That floats my boat.
And I thought I was a chronic isolator!!
Go park yourself addiction I've got a reason to love to live!!!
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Join Date: Dec 2017
Posts: 752
I can promise you deleting an account won’t help I learnt that the hard way I made the mistake and deleted my account yesterday and I hit rock bottom multiple day 1s is better then no day ones and heck of a lot better then waking up in the hospital if you ever need to talk PM me and I’ll try and do everything I can to help stay strong and stay on here
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Join Date: Apr 2016
Posts: 748
Wildflower, I don't think it's a good idea to leave. Why close off an option? If you want a break from posting that's different.
Don't worry about how you think others are doing. It's not a competition. You just need to do the best for yourself. There's good support for you on here, as you're seeing on this thread.
I don't feel I fit in either, but that's because with me, I really don't fit in - just like most others.
Don't worry about how you think others are doing. It's not a competition. You just need to do the best for yourself. There's good support for you on here, as you're seeing on this thread.
I don't feel I fit in either, but that's because with me, I really don't fit in - just like most others.
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