Kicking the can...down the curb
The fear comes from having to admit I'm an alcoholic. Maybe I do go through this "pink cloud"experience. I do feel so happy and strong when I'm sober, and usually not a lot of struggles with the AV. When I feel strong, I think to myself "you got this", I don't post as much and I certainly haven't sought outside help. Then it bursts, there's no arguing from the AV, I just go buy booze, without even thinking about it. Like I'm on auto pilot...
why do ya have to admit youre an alcoholic? why not just aditting alcohol has ya whooped?
this could be something that will require outside help- something many of us have benefited from
this could be something that will require outside help- something many of us have benefited from
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This is what really helped me. I don't really care much for the 'label' of alcoholic, so I went with "I'm a horrible drunk." The guy that could drink all night and behave vanished about 6yrs ago for me. Now I'm not a good person when I drink,so I don't drink any longer.
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