I need to change...

Old 12-11-2017, 09:00 PM
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I need to change...

As day 6 ends I can only sit with my thoughts of *if only*. If only I had changed this time or that time everything would be different. But all I have is now and I need to change because my body and mind can not take anymore of this self inflicted hell. This disease has destroyed my soul and I want so much more out of life. So I will just keep counting days until the miracle happens...Thanks for letting me vent.
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Old 12-11-2017, 09:06 PM
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I'm reading.

I know it sounds trite, but try and look through the windscreen as you drive yourself forwards - and not the rear view mirrors.

I have to tell myself the same as I'm only on Day 10 and it IS hard not to beat oneself up sometimes.

At least we've made a start eh? Our bodies are thanking us for that small mercy at least.
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Old 12-11-2017, 10:42 PM
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No, you need to find your true self.

When you do, it'll be way easier to remain sober.

It's a process, it takes time and a lot of work to get there.

It's so worth it.
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Old 12-11-2017, 10:46 PM
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I sometimes practice radical compassion for myself. I acknowledge every decision I made was all I could do at the time. It was right and helped me get here. I pray for myself and everyone I hurt to get love and whatever I want out of life.
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