6 days sober
Well, this is my first post...thought id add a little background info...been drinking heavily for 8 years, the problem has been that im only drinking beers, and only in the evenings...so i always thought everything was fine,
Id have a night everynow and again without it, but for the last 2 years ive pretty much drunk every night without fail, generally around 8 or 10 bottles of a well known spanish lager..330ml bottles...again this made me feel better as its only 4.6%alcohol.
Ive known its been a problem for a while, just over 2 years ago i did a month without beer, which proved i wasnt an alcoholic!..so i celebrated by having some beers!!!..havent stopped since...its began to really affect my life and health. I feel like its stealing opportunity and time from me, and robbing me of the person im supposed to be...anyways sorry for rambling, i realise i have a problem...its weird saying im an alcoholic, but i guess i am....6 days sober now...last night was my first friday..was a bit strange not having a cold beer...so i had couple non alcoholic beers.