Pressmetilihurt

I realize that when I don’t it’s because it’s “not that important”. Counting days means I notice what went into to getting them. The desperation...humiliation....I take Antabuse in front of a nurse 3 Times a week now. I pee into a cup for accountability. I agreed to get a card signed at meetings. ****, I even ask a higher power of some kind to help me. I’m desperate. I don’t have another chance. I’m done researching and rolling the dice. I cannot throw this away. Please please please. No.

neferkamichael

I like to count my days sober, 2640. Rootin for ya.

Dee74

I;m really proud of what you're trying to do Press - keep going

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MythOfSisyphus

Keep hanging on, PressmetilIhurt. If counting the days keeps you motivated then keep it up. Believe me, as hard as it is right now it will be worth it for you.

tomsteve

4,593 one day at a times here.

very well could be that your HP is helping you- he guided you to AA and also gave you the ability to work the steps maybe?