I have to count days

Old 11-18-2017, 10:33 PM
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I have to count days

I realize that when I donít itís because itís ďnot that importantĒ. Counting days means I notice what went into to getting them. The desperation...humiliation....I take Antabuse in front of a nurse 3 Times a week now. I pee into a cup for accountability. I agreed to get a card signed at meetings. ****, I even ask a higher power of some kind to help me. Iím desperate. I donít have another chance. Iím done researching and rolling the dice. I cannot throw this away. Please please please. No.
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Old 11-18-2017, 10:49 PM
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I like to count my days sober, 2640. Rootin for ya.
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Keep hanging on, PressmetilIhurt. If counting the days keeps you motivated then keep it up. Believe me, as hard as it is right now it will be worth it for you.
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Old 11-19-2017, 10:04 AM
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very well could be that your HP is helping you- he guided you to AA and also gave you the ability to work the steps maybe?
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