yet another one last time yesterday
 

Been struggling with relapse for over a year after 6 months sober.

I’m there with you.

What's your plan for future alcohol use?

Maybe there is something you can add to your recovery plan to make this work?

Welcome back Celandra. How can we help?

I regret the past year and a half of lapsing but other then being abstinent during that 6 months before I've realized I wasn't really sober. It's been a vicious circle trying to improve my mental health enough to get sober and staying sober long enough for my health to improve further.

This might be a good start Celandra?

https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...very-plan.html

maybe its time to do more than just not drink? from personal experience, dry drunks suck.
maybe time to treat the untreated alcoholism? time to start recovery/

recovery-the action or process of regaining possession or control of something stolen or lost.